Descovia

Descovia Nov 2022

The day of the year
From past times, where we
traditionally commemorated the deceased.
Where witches, ghouls, and minons are
Participating in the festivities
Deciding between tricks and treats.
The night filled with mystery, magic and superstition
A character from disney or nickelodeon
Might, go to extremes just to get your attention.
BOO.
Gotcha!
Happy Halloween

#halloween #poem #tradition #deceased

Descovia Oct 2022

Interconnection.

You are sweeter than honey.
More valuable than gold.
The goldmine isn't contained in your clothing.
It's behind the walls of your chest.
Few have a place in my invincible heart.
You are connected to me deeper.
You are more than the other
part of my soul.

Dedicated to the love of my life.
Cassandra.

I believe in you baby.
Stay strong!

Descovia Oct 2022

Don't Play Around/Self Healing

Ya'll play around
Ya'll play around
Play around get smoked!
Might put you down
and show you how
I conquer as a goat! (WHOA!)
Don't be a sitting duck, don't get f* up.
Nip-tucked, get dumbstruck, just hold yo ground
I got your back and stay ready to reload!
Everyone's not your friend but that's okay
don't let them ruin your mode!

Don't PLAY AROUND WITH ME.
Limits come with all that's free expect a fee
They are constantly after my energy
I have a lot of fire in my inner me
I'm no saint, no sinner although sin living in me
I have an arsenal words that hit harder than hennessy!
but they want to destroy every bit of thee but I am not enemy.
When I'm gone, promise they will remember me.

Remember me...
Cursing my essence will not aid your hustle
We all compacted in our own bubble
Feeding the system living off our struggle
While I can, I am making moves
might as well be moving weight with these muscles.
Triple threats hitting me at all angles
**** got me seeing things in doubles
Through it all, I will remain humble
Get on the road. Let's ride. Let's go!

I can disappear like your favorite celebrity going ghost
Hating on me will not give you faith or strengthen your growth
My emotions been riding through highs and lows
In the waves, I find myself a float as I coast to coast.
Dust to Ash, it all ends if I burn it all. Before I reward the
world with the grace I bring.
For anything, I put that on everything. You all mean everything!
I deserve no God's forgiveness, I'm simply existing
I cannot explain what I been feeling, I know need more than self healing....

#selhealing #selfloating #recovery #keepfighting

Descovia Oct 2022

No Other Like You.

If a child ever says "You're beautiful"
They are the purest form of innocence on earth.
Believe in them.
Nobody had it perfect growing up.
Our parents are only human.
They are not designed without errors.
Last time, I checked it's okay to make mistakes.
You're stronger than your situation.
Life is what you make of it.
So don't stress yourself over today.
If tomorrow will provide a continuation or series of opportunities.
It may not be perfectly flawless.
There's no other you.
That is what truly beautiful about your individual uniqueness.
Embrace your authenticity. It's rare now a days.
Handle the toughest situations with a smile.
Cause the tears, do not make you weak.
It's cleansing, refreshing
Remember, from that very thing that once sadden you...
You will acquire new found strength to aid
another going through the same battle.
Your strength much like your presence
impact many lives and builds bonds.
Believe in yourself.
Love yourself.
As you should.
There's no other like you.

Descovia Oct 2022

Silence Falls.

When all is surrounded in darkness.
My light will lead way to shine.
Life gives me the high unlike any drug.
If we were to be without color or sound
I rather relapse before I stand down.
My voice will be heard breaking the silence

Descovia Oct 2022

Fighter

I'm cold and dehydrated from vomiting.
I wrap myself up like a taco with
these blankets for warmth and security.
Speaking of which, I only eaten half of one for a meal....

If you are what you eat.
Then trust me, I'm never feeling super sweet.

All the animosity of every living member
increasing weight of gravity on earth
My insides feels as if they are frying on a foremen grill
My stomach gurgling and swishing in my ears
Intensifying pain crushing me
Dragging me by my soul.

Going to spar rounds with Mike Tyson
sounds more appealing. Laying here is beyond eternal suffering.
I rather go through the process
of having all the hairs on my head and body plucked

Before I go through 48 hours of being confined to a bed.
Death **** near gave me the last run for my funds.
I hate this ******* place!
**** THIS HOSPITAL.

I feel like I'm going to die if remain here!

My appendix was stressed from the amount of anxiety and it decided to depart with an exciting and rather booming fashion per se.

I have went through a lot. I cried until my tears ran dry. My heart feels heavier than the thoughts that loom my mind. Questions float around, my heartbeat and ****** functions doesn't align. The nurses and doctors cannot read mine. I just want to go home. I just want to go home. It's the only place where I belong.

"I'll bring myself to stop complaining
I know for sure, what I'm doing living is enough.
Praying to the stars above
I return back home to the ones I love

Thinking, knowing and being
are three different things
The only thing between death and me is the...

mysteries

I'm strong. I'll keep fighting until I cannot anymore.

Toby you are stronger than you believe.
Keep pushing yourself.
Cancer will not defeat you.
We believe in you!

#wordplay #fighter #strength #revolution #live

Descovia Sep 2022

RIGHT

GET RIGHT
All my life
I had to go
through so much
just to get right....

ALL my life...
Yes....
Here we are
I lucked up.
Kick me down.
I'll get back up.
In karma I trust.

The universe will protect us.
No matter the fight.
We'll be alright!!

I miss those days
where I could lay up.
Dreams don't play out
Gosh **** Descovia wake up!
Black on black going in again
it's a crime, get your keys off the table
before the SHAKE UP.

Kickin the doors in
running through the halls with adrenaline
I blasted off like I was another minute man.
****, boy I'm so glad I didn't take the Benadryl
I promise, to call Lin but if I hit the Gin again
I wouldn't have freedom to break
bills with Benjamin.

So you think you can live OUR LIFE???
I been at this 30 years
just tryin' to get right
Lights all in your face.
You ready for the highlights?
You really buzzin to live the high life.
Gossip and *******. Fuel me up. I am ready.
I'm on the gaslight

Oh whoa.
Momma forgive me.
I never wanted it hard or easy.
My word is all I got. Please, believe me.
I don't want the same mistakes, on repeat.
Do the right thing. My boy... I'll stand by this truthfully.
Life will be on your case like Judge Judy.
I ride the wave, my life feels like a movie
Say what you want
Your words do nothing to me.
Regardless of what I go through
We gonna be (ALRIGHT)
All this darkness, trying to absorb my light
But it's okay we will be (ALRIGHT)
To the *******, nevermind, I know what's mine
we will be just fine (ALRIGHT)

I kept my power surpressed.
Abilities will overthrow the best.
Mindset is complex, you're too far-fetched
I roll like vex, you roll just to flex.
I can go Broly, with no need to flex.
If I go for your head, it's off wit your neck (OOOh!)
Save the children, keep it all check.
Don't let the empire fall. Clean up the mess.
I put on for my city like my man Tex.
9 to the 5 to the 6, we play no games.
Got no time. To an enemy catch wreck. Sayless.
Burning attack. Run it back! Snap my finger
and release the flames to eat the rest!
If you want a blessing
You better pray for Grace
I keep this **** running
you better keep with the pace
I never move faulty with haste
Trying to keep up with me
This went from a race to a chase.
I am just trying to suffice and find my place
Only sparing all I can from my own plate
The many problems I gotta face
I am stressing on how to keep people safe.

**** a ******* and you too if you consent to