Traumatized by the vision of death.
I can't eat or rest.
The vermin carcass on the porch.
Was disgusting filth to be torched.
My mind can't erase the horror.
She put in the trash near my car.
The blood on the kitchen floor...
Within the side door.
I screamed in shock.
My phobia she mocks.
What a sick New Year surprise.
Of the rats torturous demise.

Merry revellers
cast one glance on me
before your mind wavers
throw me one penny

My eyes are deep in socket
but ears are sharply keen
catch jingles in your pocket
silver's pompous din

Pray not be too aloof
need a lil of your pity
a penny can't buy a roof
can buy a crumb for belly

It wouldn't hurt you much
for one less from too many
merry revellers before you rush
toss my way one penny.

Dear friend,
This one is for you
You have been there for me
Through thick and thin
I love you
You understand me
You don't judge me
You would never lie to me
Everything is better when you're here
You make me feel like I'm not alone
In this battle
We can conquer anything together
All I have to say is
Thank you
This one is for you

Sincerely yours,
Mel

Thinking about love,
While I walk over clouds of flowers.
While thinking to **** the devil.
I hid behind the sun, so I can be untouched.
I stare back to earth, just to be with you,
but I cannot escape from this reality...

i.
I told a girl she was beautiful
and that she should go easy on herself today
why can’t I tell myself the same thing

ii.
My friend told me she has depression
I hugged her while she cried
and told her she would be okay
why can’t I believe that for myself

iii.
I became an online listener
for people who have mental illnesses
and spent hours convincing them
they are good enough
why can’t I convince myself

iv.
I stayed on the phone
to convince my friend not to self harm
for five hours
telling him that it's okay
to be kind to yourself over and over
why can’t I tell myself that

v.
I spend so much time
saving other’s lives
why can’t I remember to save my own?

By:D.E.T

Wish I could stop all  the  pain
And unlock the chain
Up people
Wish I could make people realize that we are equal
So, the evil
Can stop
Wish I could stop those tear drops
Wish I could stop
All the wars
By using words
And make the birds
Sing terms
To make us unite
And hold our hands tight
But no that ain't the real world
The real world is tears
Full of fears
Hating peers
Cause we think
That our ink
Ain't the same
When we put our name
And we blame
Someone that we think that are lame
When I just happened to BELIEVE that we are equal
But that ain't just the problem
The problem is we think that we can't solve them
Hate to know that people don't consider one another equal
Hate to know that out there in this world
the other side is wishing for a piece
Of peace

Hate to know that humanity
Is gone wrong and I'm here facing reality

All I do is ask what has happened to our society?
Why is that people are scared to show their real personality?
If all we can do is make it to a possibility
To make others face the reality

Why are you afraid to show who you are?
If that's what make you beautiful
To show the truthful
Of you

I just want to rest
My head one day on your lap
On a queen size bed

"**** valley hero
of barbaric bled
innocence; a
collection tray
of lake
sang bleu,
out of place"