Hello it's me

Hello it's me Nov 2017

It hurts, it hurts so bad. but what can I do? The solution is not to lock myself in my room and cry forever.I did not want that to happen, but it happened. In my heart I believed that everything would be ok. so silly i know

Those hours is when we question, after seeing lots of dreams not coming true, What I believe is true? this dream I have,will it happen?

In my mind the answer is always yes, but this kind of questions always come to my mind.

This very end \ Start of the year has been difficult. Especially today. - And my eyes fill with tears again, after hours of crying - but what can I do? That is life.

It’s just because I thought God would not let that happen because it was important to me. Has He abandoned me? I really can't say my mind os a blur.

But for today, All I know is :it hurts , It shall pass, but it hurts.

Hello it's me Feb 2017

Rainy Days

Rain, yes rain has some sort of power to bring old memories back. Seeing the rain drops falling down on your window, your mind wonders to those long forgotten places in your past, places you've been, people that somehow made an impact on you. But not all memories are good, not all memories are joyful ones, some are sad, some you wish you never remember. Then the tears come, because remembering can hurt. It can hurt down deeply in your heart and you just wish you'll forget again.

#sad #pain #cry #memories #rain

Hello it's me Feb 2017

LOVE

love. wнaт ιѕ love? wнaт ιѕ тнιѕ ғeelιng тнaт мaĸeѕ yoυ вlιnd, ιт тυrnѕ yoυ υpѕιde down, мaĸeѕ yoυr нearт acнe, вυт we love тнe paιn ιт gιveѕ. ιт мaĸeѕ тнe ιмpoѕѕιвle poѕѕιвle, ιтѕ coмeѕ wιтнoυт warnιng yoυ don'т eхpecт ιт, вυт ιт coмeѕ and нιтѕ yoυ нard, ιт мaĸeѕ yoυ мad yeѕ, love a мyѕтery тo мanĸιnd

Hello it's me Feb 2016

Question?

Questions formed.in my head
Where should i go?
What should I do?
Be a Doctor they tell me
No, be an engineer.

They talk and talk
But they don't listen
All their words i block them

Shut up!! I yell
I don't want to be you, or mom or dad
I don't want to be great
Or have my name in lights
I just want to be me
Nobody else
Stop talking and listen

Just let me be me.

Hello it's me Aug 2015

The girl in the garbaje bag

They don't understand her
They don't hear her
She has no saying in this

They scream at her
calling her foul names
if they just listen

They grab her
she tries to escape
She cries
Looking in to that man's eyes
She begs forgiveness

Why are you doing?
horror in her eyes
Please just let me explain
NO! not there

Inside its dark
Not enough air to breath
HELP!! She cries please help me

Her tiny fingers try to break it
Its to strong for her
she cries one more time
hoping someone will hear
Silence...

She finally gives up
curls in to a ball
and waits for her death
in that dark and scary place
the girl fell asleep

all of this is true.

#anger #hate #girl #injustice

Hello it's me Aug 2015

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Don't close your eyes
Don't let go yet
Don't turn around
Looking back won't help
Move forward
Step by step

Yes, maybe they broke your heart
but not your legs
Yes, maybe your back is bleeding
for all the stabbing

But tell you what
your are still alive
after all that you still living
and that my friend
is amazing.

You are stronger that
you give yourself credit for
I believe in you

GET UP AND WALK

#heart #friend #inspirational

Hello it's me Jul 2015

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He came broke her heart and left
And just like that it ended
He left her alone in that
Park beach, with tear on her eyes
She cries herself to sleep
While he is having fun
She misses him
He doesn't care
But one day will come
When he will finally realize
That she was the one
But she will have moved on
Now he will cry
And he will miss her
And she will not care

#love #sad #regret #end #cry #return