"What is going on"?
Like a newborn fawn
I'm unable to walk
chained in place with a lock
but my mind still thinks
my heart bleeds and sinks
and as my soul begins to stain
finally I see, I'm in pain.

Come one come all
To see the gracious fall,
A fall from heaven to earth
A fall destined since birth
But it was all his fault
He created this vault
This tomb of despair
with smoggy black air
A place of pure death
as though Hades ran free

His actions were clear
So don't shed a tear  
This fool chose his path
Incurred all this wrath
And he chose to continue
to fight the unbeatable
like an idiotic brat he fought
as though he were David fighting Goliath
except David falls flat
with no way to react

He hid from his call
always ready to stall,
This cowardly state
such an abysmal trait,
It's rather disgusting
and I'm not judging,
But you're in need of a catharsis
to stop exuding darkness,
To remove your knot
you know just a thought.

When my soul can never reap the seeds of my disbelief,
why should I let my heart beat to the rhythm of my feet?
My mind’s stuck in utter shock, like the hands of a clock,
as I clean the sewage that cluttered my eyes, making it hard to see the true prize.
I’ve always had something,
but it left me feeling nothing,
till I grabbed hold of the fun
to try and make my own sun
as if I were God, a being to be awed.
But I know I’m not.
I tried to make good of the rot,
to trick my mind, to force myself blind.
But I needed to see beyond those forbidden trees, and stop my dissent into unshakable cement.
Getting stuck in a grave all due to my insatiable crave, who knows where I’d be if I could never be free?
Maybe stuck between those legs, stuck in all her threads?
I was a fool to think differently, I got lost in her wondrous imagery, lost in the smoke of pleasure a feeling I did treasure.
A feeling of ecstasy that felt like pure fantasy, but that’s exactly what it was, an act worthy of applause.
An act I fell for, an act that’s left me sore.
I was simply a mistake trying to play a duet with a fake.
So here I am, writing this spam, using my vice as some form of ice to cure my pain and remove her chain.

What a fire it was
that burned down in our souls
Like a candle, bright flame
exuding heat like burning coals
The candle burned bright
The only light on a dark night
My only protector, a dark knight
No vision, no moonlight
The sands of time, crashed on our flame
The cry of love did not sing our name
The light faded, a flickered flame
We loved and lost
We lost the game

FEAR
sigh
Tired way to tired
What more can I do
What else can I say
I’m beat down,
Unknown to light
Nor known to death,
But still I fight
Only to be downed again,
There’s no escape
only a cycle,
A cycle they began
A cycle they dominate
A cycle I despise
A cycle I hate
I play their game
With everything to lose
But nothing to gain.

Who am I,(2x)
Another savage they brought to their shore,
Another beast to fight in their wars?
Will we ever get the respect our people deserve,
Will they ever regret turning black into gold,
Lining us up so that we may be sold,
Destroying our homes, kidnapping our people,
****** our mothers, dissecting their equals?

Of course not, I’m only a fool,
Just another broken tool
They’re savagely sadistic
Morally simplistic.
They wanna pull me from the seams
But I’m just a child who dreams,
Dreams that portray their nightmares.
So of course it’s only fair
To **** that nightmare
With no remorse
And no fear.

With the click of a gun
The world goes numb,
I pray to God’s only son
In this world that you run
Please end my affliction
Please end their conviction,
Cause nothing hurts more
Than seeing a brother ignored
His body adorned with blood
Killed like a boar by people we adore,

Please end all this sorrow
This war that we follow
These men with your crest
Shown proudly on their breast
Your laws they deny
Hurl curses at your sky,
With them I’m distressed
By them I’m oppressed
Take them all
And let us all rest.

Allow us to be blessed
To be happy and enjoy.
This world that you’ve built
Don’t let it all wilt
And die like a flower
A seed with no power,
To you I do beg
We need this to end
This torture this hell
Will soon all be well,
You’ll take on our fight
Destroying our plight,
In you I do trust
And as I return to dust
I sing praises of your name
Of your glory and your fame,
Thank you for being near
Thank you for ending my fear.