Caosín

Caosín Jul 2023

Cos when I bite my nails with no light to see,
I wake up in the morning to them screaming at me,
Broken, torn, and fraying at the seams.
And I think
****, why do I do this to me?

#biting #nails #bitenails #bitingnails #dermatiliomania

Caosín Mar 2023

I am lonely

I write the same poem, over and over again.
She once said:

It's another song about water and big feelings.

:and I said:

So sing it.

Sing to me

#music #water #loneliness

Caosín Mar 2023

The Charleston

The things I could do
If only I could just
Get up
And
Dance.

#dance #freedom #soul #love #anxiety

Caosín Mar 2023

PROMISE ME, PROMISE ME!

I JUST HAVE TO SING
OH I JUST HAVE TO GET IT OUT-
LET BREAK MY BONES, BURN THE TEETH OUT OF MY MOUTH
AND I JUST HAVE TO D A N C E
CARRIED AWAY ON THE BREEZE
promise me...
That you won't take me from the places I roam-
THAT YOU WON'T TAKE ME
FROM MY. OWN. HOME.
Watch my flowers that in my garden grow..

Watch my flowers for me, mate

#promises #hopeless #helpless

Caosín Jan 2023

Kiss me, Hardy

My sick little love
My close-hidden dove
My one, my only, my man.
Call to me
Talk to me
Promise me that you can.
I am yours till death
Yours till the end
Your till the end of time, my love
Kismet will know.

Did he say Kismet or Kiss me? I suppose we'll never know.

#love #shame #secrecy

Caosín Jan 2023

○•☆•○

Oh, how to write of the beauty of you? It could be found in all manner of things, all types of weather.
How to find a synonym that means gorgeous beyond belief, radiant of the soul, quietly stunning?
You twist your fingers through the air like you're dipping them in water, and a butterfly comes to rest on them.
You are beautiful.
You are beautiful.

Caosín Jan 2023

Yes mush 💪

To be them; To see them- that is what this is. My aching bones beg for mercy but I will give them none UNTIL I AM THERE IN MY HEAD ON MY SKIN IN MY BODY they cry out for forgiveness. I will give them none. Why grant life to a dead thing?

#ana