It's hard to see the bigger picture if you're standing in the middle of it
Blinded by our senses
Complacency becomes us
It's the world we live in
A whole lot of black, a whole lot of white but mostly, a whole lot of grey
The greatest illusion is that yesterday, today and tomorrow are consecutive
That time is linear
We marvel at the vastness of what lies beyond our five senses
At the infinite possibilities beyond what we can't see
But cower at the evidence of things not seen
Chasing horizons becomes an unattainable obsession
My eyes are open but i never see what you're showing me
We're looking at the same picture but we have different images
I know you're speaking but i have no idea what youre saying
I'm listening but i can't hear you
I've often wondered how deep i could go if i dove into your soul
Your eyes are the magnet that draws me
I have loved you with a love that is frowned upon
I yearn for you with a desire that's fobbiden
I need you the way hell needs sinners
If love is pure, why is loving you so wrong?
I taste music on your lips,
Sweet melodies serenading my soul to slumber
I just need some clarity
What is life if I can't love?

I knew you were always going to leave from hello
You were not a mistake
You are not an experience i regret
I looked at you and saw my heart in so many pieces but i let you in
It was worth it
Loving you was a pleasure
Hurting was the outcome i did not deserve
I saw it coming and i was ok
Thank you for loving me when you did
Now I'll pick myself up
And find my next big heartbreak

Could nature be predictable?
The sun rises gently, caressing the clouds  
Hues of colour fill the skies  
Softly, gently, intentionally it navigates  
Earth response  
How about we focus on detail  
The smooth terrains  
Perfect perky mountains  
The sun kisses the mountaintop ever-so-gently  
They firm up like they're meant to be kissed  
Nature responds in sound  
The gentle mourning breath waking every strand  
Gently caressing  
Earth stands still and marvels of God's creation  
The private island with secret garden, what's a garden without butterflies?  
Slide in and move to the rhythm of the waves
Bust it wide and show off your moves
Pressure from the core sends waves to the shore  
The sound wakes every particle  
Ocean rises and falls  
Earth quakes and shakes while nature breaks into song  
Earth and nature together  
A sweet sweet release

I'm not just listening to words,
I'm also listening to the use of your words,
Your tone of voice,
The way your body moves,
I'm listening for those subtle ****** expressions you make,
I watch your hands and i watch your eyes.
I listen to your eyes
And i hear everything you don't say in words!

My eyes glistens and sparkles louder than the stars
They caress gentler that the morning breeze
And roar louder than the oceans
Flooding my soul with understanding
My tongue is soothing like the calm before the storm
It builds just as great as it annihilates
The very core of the universe quakes at the sound of my voice
Setting loose the forces of life
As the thirsty grounds are quenched
I absorb heartily
Discernment is my filter
I am a spirit and my life is a conundrum to many
I blow to and fro and many cannot fathom
My ways are a mystery
Call me Enigma

Soon as i peel my eyes open i hear it
I hear my heart vehemently beating against my ribcage
I shut my eyes tight but it beats louder and faster
I want to cry but my eyes are too stubborn to let any tear drop
I want to scream but i don't want them to think I'm crazy
I stare into nothingness hoping for it to stop
I am angry that i can't help myself
I am angry that i can't even cry
I am ****** that i allowed this feeling
My daddy used to tell me i was strong
You should see your little girl now daddy
Hurdled up in a corner imprisoned by thought and emotion.
Enxiety is a real *****!

It's been a long time since i smiled like this
I can feel my cheeks burning
My eyes glimmer with joy or is it joy
I don't know but i feel at home
The world is in peril and yet, you
You're the first person i thought of when i woke up
They say joy comes in the morning
I can finally relate
All your flattery has gotten to my head
And I think I'm floating
I know we just met
But I'm excited at what the future holds for us