Left in the dark and put away..
F a d e a w a y. Another day...
Like shrooms waiting to be eaten.
A sick Awakening. I'm beaten.
Eaten. Get away .
No blood but she's bleeding.
...to be taken far far away is what she will always b screaming.
No sleep but im dreaming
I yearn, like some dro seeds in dark, cold and put away waiting to be reborn..
will i bloom one day like them... instead of going further away..is it my turn?
She's not okay,
it's not gonna be a long day it's gonna be a long life....so they say.
B l a z e through this m a z e,
a phase of dismay ZE.

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Last night
she said I was cold.
Unreachable.
Surrounded in a halo of frost.
It burnt her fingers
as she dared to touch,
but there was little there.
Just … frost-bite,
and the sense
that she was alone in the room.
In body I was there,
but the Boat of Millions of Years
was sailing through my eyes
to the intended destination,
my lost mind.
She called to me
but I was to far to hear.
Down her soft cheeks
the tears did stream,
as she screamed my name
over and over.
She screamed until
the screams turned to sobs,
as the slow realisation
that I no longer knew her,
knew me, knew anything,
hit her like a wave of grief,
freezing her emotions dead.
Last night
she said I was cold.
And I was cold
because I knew that it was
our Last Night.

© Pagan Paul (16/02/20)