All My fav songs are sad now
All our favorite drugs i do alone now.
Im weak, your death turned me into a zombie clone now.
Sulking in the absence of your being, i wont say your soul, its with me and saved now.
Ur by my side everyday, especially today..
its so cold out.
Snow jus falling down, wish it was you now
Mom jus got engaged yesterday
I wish u were here for the clout...
Im still down and out.
sad at the fact u wont be with me to blow congratulation clouds.
Or get drunk as a family until time is no longer Found.
I miss you man, please stay with me..
don't let me drown.
Dont stop with the signs..one day ill be found, til then...
Love, the rebelious clown.
On fire but still drowning
I'm climbing ..still falling ..no bounty...out on bond, jus stalling.
Devil keeps calling . I ain't dialing.
Jus straight freefalling.
My heart ain't cold, it was sold to the dope, the land of no hope..im too dope to cope.
As above so below... everything's too slow...
so cold..I cant fold, that story has already been told..
I leave y'all my throne to own.
I'll even leave 3.5 to put in the cone.....jus
Smoke for me in return.
Let it burn...
My prodigy Arsen, reborn.
The fire within me...
He is me...
he will play the part for me..
He will be what I couldn't be.
Always will be.
I'm free, no plee.
I don't wanna die, jus wanna fly...not flee
by your side babyboy,
I'll follow,You lead..
you are M E.
Game over, I give you everything ...
Left in the dark and put away..
F a d e a w a y. Another day...
Like shrooms waiting to be eaten.
A sick Awakening. I'm beaten.
Eaten. Get away .
No blood but she's bleeding.
...to be taken far far away is what she will always b screaming.
No sleep but im dreaming
I yearn, like some dro seeds in dark, cold and put away waiting to be reborn..
will i bloom one day like them... instead of going further away..is it my turn?
She's not okay,
it's not gonna be a long day it's gonna be a long life....so they say.
B l a z e through this m a z e,
a phase of dismay ZE.
When no words
I’m stuck on the verge
of meandering outside
or wandering inside all the time.
I need to know if the sun shines
and if the moon still glows.
I haven’t seen the stars in a while.
The trees are in disguise,
and leaves don’t fall down by my side.
I haven’t stepped outside.
I need to know if my lungs pump out air
and if my brain still responds to stimuli.
I haven’t visited my heart in a while.
The emotions are in disguise,
and tears don’t fall down my eyes.
I haven’t stepped inside.