What if I told u ima jump on a plane tomm ....
Would you believe me and just know it's because I wanna take away all your sorrow...
I wish I could show you how I could love..
But Instead here we are yearning wanting to just jump out of a plane together from above...
Let's run and never look back...
I'll believe you , just don't make me run back
When I grow silent is when you should worry
My mind is everywhere, so much so,that everything is blurry
YOUR WORLD IS STILL INTWINED IN MINE...
even if I wanted to forget....
Not even my mind can I find...
I know there will be better days to distract the emptiness , I dont expect anyone to clean this mess.
My heart will mend and my walls will be strong
To the top I go and feelings be gone.
I can feel my barracades starting to collapse...
wish an angel would come sweep me off my feet n swipe my brain clean of this before I relapse...
Confused, hurt, and overwhelmed doesnt seem like a good combination
Tired of keepin it in and just changing the station....
Have never felt this A L O N E ever.
can someone save me? Will they? ...
N E V E R.
**** that I don't want to be saved;; leave me be...heres a letter to my future self..one day it'll be alright just gimme time to find the key
I just wanna block everyone out..
Feel like im on the outside looking in..just cant break out;;
Lemme take a min while I crowd myself with these purple clouds.
Jaded; spaded ;minds been recreated
Wishin we were back at square one;
Instead I've resulted to just gettin faded...
This beens done before;; I'm quite familiar with the feeling;;
You promise me your there..Now why does it feel like my hearts breaking instead of healing;;
Your what I fell in love with;;
But This pretty picture that was painted has turned into nothing but a myth..
This boat can't take any more water..
My socks are turning blue.
It's starting to seem you were too good to be true</3
Happy, mad, mostly sad
Keep my head up; ignore my dad
One day the day will come back
Feeling coming on & it dont feel good
One day he'll realize what hes got
But til then all I do is pout
I live for the days at the beach with no cares
But still I sit here just hoping youde care
*******, **** your soul, its just not fair, but guess what? I DONT CARE.
Edited so I can sing it!
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