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Amanda fancy Oct 2022
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                                           down, falling down, falling down, London bridges falling down... my fair.... honesty.

My fair honesty to my self shall set me free.

No more protecting the ungrateful, I set you free.

I give you your life back as you wanted, with no me

No more loving the unlovable, no more leaves on my tree

I plead for love and peace, but none will I receive

It is okay to love one, and let them go...It shall set you free

Heal the hurt and run for cover , let me flee

The rule of 3, you beat me at your game, no fee

I wish you could see …

All I did was love you for all you could be...

You didn't love me back the same, blinded by your hurt, you just couldn't see

Now I run, far into the abyss where you really can't see

Heal yourself now, your Band-Aid I can no longer be..

Maybe one day you'll find me again, hope you can find the key

I wish you happiness and that is not me

Please find sanity and love and let it not leave

I will always remain the invisible heart on your sleeve
Amanda fancy Oct 2022
No blood but she's bleeding
No scream but she's screaming
No tears but she's tearing
No fear but she's fearing
Fleeing..
Far away from the darkness he's breathing
She cant breath but he's breathing
While you hurt me, I am the reason your eating
Breathing on her heavily, so gracefully stealing
..his addiction is evil, but still his eyes are gleaming
She didn't notice, slowly she was healing...finally a feeling...
Becoming stronger everyday that one day she will no longer be screaming.
No more energy feeding for you, cause my heart is no longer beating...
Love is like an everlasting beating and I'm a prisoner in the absence of your being
Don't save me , I'm already used to you leaving
  Apr 2021 Amanda fancy
kenz
why do the best people always die first?
when you pick flowers you pick the best ones meaning they are the first to die
god likes to do the same
remember that next time you go flower picking
  Apr 2021 Amanda fancy
Melody Mann
A bundle of decisions and and actions,
A synergy of cause and effect,
The push and pull from the benevolent,
A wild and precious life lived.
Inspired by Mary Oliver
Amanda fancy Apr 2021
Growing pains,
The pain stays.
My best friend died
It's been 4 months..Its not a phase.
Wish I could of made the plays.
But it wasn't my call to say..
Everyday
A new daze.
Pictures and memories cloud my mind
pure dismay.
Keep telling myself one day I'll be okay.
I still have a lot to say, no black and white just gray.
Now I found love..no more maze
He's amazing in every way
Forever to stay, no fadeway
Were Sick with it, stay away
U ain't cool like us go bk to your hideaway
I'll end this with my love asking me to grab bud for the tray
It's fate..forever to stay
We eatin, and we don't share our plates in any fkn way.
Amanda fancy Feb 2021
All My favorite songs are sad now
All our favorite drugs i do alone now.
Im weak, your death turned me into a zombie clone now. Death I fear now..life is different now.
Sulking in the absence of your being, i wont say your soul, its with me and it is saved now.
Ur by my side everyday, especially today..
its so cold out.
Snow jus falling down, wish it was you now
Mom jus got engaged yesterday n ur not here now..
I wish u were here for this drought..
Im still mentally down and out.
sad at the fact u wont be with me to blow congratulation clouds.
...get drunk as a family until time is no longer Found.
I miss you man, please stay with me.. don't let me drown.
I'll wear your crown .
one day ill be found, til then...
Love, the rebelious clown.
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