Sometimes when the night long, and sleep short... Old ghosts gather close around me. Of them all the one I always look for among old lovers and lost friends, are your welcoming eyes.
I climb trees drunk with beer cans in pockets to spy on objects of my affection. I drive at midnight for 8 hours just to spit venom at a party girl I yearned for. I threaten hospital staff if they don't give me ****** and they call my therapist. I punch holes through bathroom doors naked at parties and say Hi to the waiting horde. I burn my family to the ground and scurry like vermin to green pastures to new beginnings.
Betsy We'd sacrifice our souls for the night we first had ourselves with ourselves for ourselves on the backstairs when we ignited our forest fire still smoldering 50 years later.
I don't have much time I know I'm not fine Black roses' petals everywhere Any second I could fall asleep forever But I'm not afraid to disappear I'm just scared of not seeing you anymore I'm scared of you crying Because I'm dying If I have one wish before I die, What would it be?