For me you are the light that others search for an entire lifetime and don't find, i just hope that you always stay bright and shine.

fate crossed our paths and intertwined our hearts
we were once the remedy to each other's souls
until we became each other's poison and ceased to grow
out of love becomes for one adoration
but for the other it becomes exasperation
never enough is my unrequited love
oh - immaculate being from above
when I look at me I despise my own reflection
how then could I ever really perceive your true perfection?

some know it as a piercing sensation you feel I your chest
others a suffocating with no air left for a breath
suddenly plunged into darkness
and shoved into the never ending depths of sadness
in a world were despair is the only light
that never fails to visit you at night
it eats away at your soul like an uninvited guest
over and over until there's nothing left
with no time to rest it haunts you in your sleep
were you call forth grim to your own reap
when you hate what you love and love what you hate
only then can you understand the contradiction which is pain

-bb

You came to me at night time, like a thief does.
I held you in my arms for the first time in a Long time and i felt something. You whispered Poison to my ears, the most gentle and seductive words my heart longed to hear most, "i can't live without you", describing my own deepest thoughts and Feelings towards you. I forgave you with no hesitation, but you stole what i no longer possess and therefore can't give to you what you ask of me.

~bb