If only I could see what others see in me then I would believe, but I can't. If marrying death ment rest, then I do.

If I meant the slightest bit to you, you wouldn't let me let you go.

fate crossed our paths and intertwined our hearts
we were once the remedy to each other's souls
until we became each other's poison and ceased to grow
out of love becomes for one adoration
but for the other it becomes exasperation
never enough is my unrequited love
oh - immaculate being from above
when I look at me I despise my own reflection
how then could I ever really perceive your true perfection?

We humans are like puzzlepieces and many of mine have either gone missing or are broken.

~bb

I hope what ever is at the end of the tunnel is worth it.

For me you are the light that others search for an entire lifetime and don't find, i just hope that you always stay bright and shine.

I would travel the whole world on foot, if you were waiting for me at the end of it.

You don't climb in love but fall in love, because no matter how high it takes you, the fall is always twice as painful.

~bb

let me be your moon
i will shine for you
all you have to do is gaze at me

I fell in love with the sun, that lights up the sky. It's beauty spreads across the world for every man to see. You promised you would stay forever and I believed you. Only to be left alone in the darkness of night time. I missed your warmth as I hugged my knees with my head laying on them, patiently waiting till morning for you to come once more. One evening when I was crying alone, I heard the moon ask for what I shed tears. I said because the sun left me alone in darkness every night. A cold but gentle breeze blew through my hair, as I heard it say "look up....you were never alone", I raised my heard up and saw the moon. I quickly fell in love with the gentle light that always stayed by my side.

~bb

some know it as a piercing sensation you feel I your chest
others a suffocating with no air left for a breath
suddenly plunged into darkness
and shoved into the never ending depths of sadness
in a world were despair is the only light
that never fails to visit you at night
it eats away at your soul like an uninvited guest
over and over until there's nothing left
with no time to rest it haunts you in your sleep
were you call forth grim to your own reap
when you hate what you love and love what you hate
only then can you understand the contradiction which is pain

-bb

H appiness is a state of mind and
E mptiness a state of the soul,
L ove brings us closer but
P ushes us further,

M y mind is trapped in a never
E nding cycle

P ain
L oneliness
E exhaustion
A nd
S adly it's
E ndless

~bb

If there is a life after death and I still have all my memories, you would be what i miss the most.

~bb

I don't care if the sun stops shining as long as you illuminate my world.

If this life was meant to be this empty without you, then maybe our love was never true, but if it was, and it were the times that brought us apart, I wish that in the next life, I meet you.

~bb

I want you here with me forever, I know forever is a long time but it's okay if I can spend it with you.

You came to me at night time, like a thief does.
I held you in my arms for the first time in a Long time and i felt something. You whispered Poison to my ears, the most gentle and seductive words my heart longed to hear most, "i can't live without you", describing my own deepest thoughts and Feelings towards you. I forgave you with no hesitation, but you stole what i no longer possess and therefore can't give to you what you ask of me.

~bb

There were times I'd love to gaze into your deep lovely eyes, that rivaled even the beauty of the dazzling night sky

~bb