I wished you’d tell me you miss me…so i can know that I’m not wasting my time missing you.

I use to shiver at the sight of 18
I use to frown
I use to cry
I use to drink
Now
I laugh
I smile
I thank
I cheer
Moving on from you was finally accomplished.
I’ll love you forever within.
My 18.

I miss him cause he showed me how to be treated.
He showed me that if someone really wanted to see me they will
If someone really cared they’ll show it
If someone really loved you they’ll tell you
He showed me how someone who truly wants to be with you will sacrifice and make it work.
Yes we did end but it was all peaceful.
He was literally put in my life to show me how to be treated.

it’s so hard to keep cheering on someone
when all they do is show you why to stop.
It’s harder on you because you know how             much potential they have & what do you do from there? Do you stay to show your loyalty or do you leave like everyone else has in  their life ? It’s not your priority to stay and they didn’t ask you to either. But what do you do?

" Even in this cold I can still remember the warmth of your hands"

" Only the moon witnessed the moments I savored"