i'm on the outside looking in
every time I think it's me,
this chance might be mine,
I'm left sideways & blind.
I saw her & thought she looked my way
but its a glance that always lands somewhere behind me.
A favored friend, I'm the good guy
that she never really sees.
A life of lost looks & opportunity.
tired of waiting to be
someone else's best company.
I'm more than u know,
my self you've yet to grasp,
**** All This ****,
Who I Truly Am would Knock You All On Your ***!!
A poem for Erenn