I never thought I would feel so alone
lying right next you.
I never thought you would complain and moan,
If I tried to kiss you.
I never pictured I'd feel so much pain,
While you are lying RIGHT there.
I never believed I would go insane,
because you wont hold me after I had a nightmare.
Late at night,
When the stars come out,
I get a huge fright,
Because I suddenly begin to doubt.
It is like I don't know you anymore.
You turn your back on me.
It hurts, it is so **** sore,
Becoming more and more unsteady.
If you think the cold night is dark,
just wait till you see inside.
You lie and break my heart.
Making me want to cry and hide.
Then when morning comes,
I put on a fake smile,
I watch you drive after the sun.
I try to maintain my denial.
But every night, oh so late,
the only thing keeping me company
is the demons I create,
and I let them live with me,
because when I'm scared
I don't feel the pain.
As long as the demons are there,
I never have to be alone again.