Angharad

Aug 2017

Savannah Charlish

This is your last poem my love
You have taken enough of my words and I will now give them to someone else
Eternity will read of you but I no longer love you
I have let you go

So go
Chase your dreams and conquer your demons
Fill your soul with unimaginable joy
We are no longer tied together
I have cut the last string
There is nothing left of us

But if you ever get lost
And look back to the moments in which you loved me
Remember it always as time when you were so tenderly and unconditionally
*Loved

Angharad Aug 2017

Ignorance is bliss

I almost wish the life you lived under cover was not revealed. Maybe ignorance was a better choice for me. I miss living in the fantasy that brought fire to this cold heart. Come back to me with your words and lay with me in this delusion.

#comebacktome

Angharad Aug 2017

Silent ache

I ache so much right now. Curious longing to unload the weight from your heavy heart. Take my hand. Lead me through the workings of your naked core. Let guilty flowers blossom and grow between the cracks in our reality. I hunger of words missing, lost over timed silence. Cautiously I wish to know the carousel of thoughts that spin in your curious mind. Wanting so much right now to feel the distant beat of your heart. To briefly steal what is not mine.

#missing #thinking #wishing

Angharad Aug 2017

Fantasies fire

Fleeting moments of firing fantasy. Seducing this sleepy mind. Drawing images of a life lived by someone else. So real sometimes it's almost me in the picture. Why do I torture and tear myself. Encircled by jealousy, crazed by guilt. The flames rise higher and I love the burn. Take the matches. Ignite the fire. It's your turn.

#fantasy #fire #burn #ignite #jealousy #crazy #flames

Angharad Jul 2017

I hate goodbyes

Hollow
A dark empty space where silent thoughts stir loud echoes. Physical vibrations shake and separate me at the seams.
Distant.
So far now from sensibility. My mind wanders beyond itself. Leaving me behind dreams borders stretched beyond imagination
Lost.
A heart left searching for the extra beat your words gave me. Sunken and sad for a friend, a love that is missing. Aching from forced goodbyes

#goodbye #love #aching #sad #lost