"will you still remember me after fifteen years?"
i asked
"of course, you'll be my bride"

*b.a

The clock ticks
twice
And I know
ah, I've waited too long again

The clock ticks
thrice
The air feels cold
And all I can hear
is a tearing, breaking sound
Of a heart that hoped

Maybe I need to break down
But, for the sake of being strong,
I'll force myself to hold on
God knows how long I'll last

Maybe I want to be broken down
Cause I know what pride I have
Won't let me do it
Myself

In the end, I feel I wasted the years
Working hard for something
That I knew, and I know
Will never be fulfilled

What makes me stay
Isn't your jade eyes
Nor your heart shaped lips
Nor your addicting smile
Nor your contagious laugh
Nor how you stare at me
Nor how you suddenly fall asleep
Nor how I'd spend all day just talking to you
Nor how you inspire me
Nor how you're just perfect
Nor how you're suddenly not so perfect
Nor how I love you
It's rather because of this connection
     Our friendship
     How you kiss me
     How you hug me
     How you give me all I want

You're everything I need
And that is what makes me stay

I'm realistic
I see that there's really no hope
Yet
I'm still that girl full of faith
Waiting for the day that my dreams
     become *reality