Id stay awake all night
Just to wait for your response

I told you to leave
I miss you so very much
What cruel irony

When you kiss me
Do you taste
The words left dead on my lips
A mouthful of ghosts?

When you breathe me in
Do you fill your lungs
Then choke me down
Like a shot of whiskey?

When you touch me
Do you trace your fingers
Along the signature
Depression left on my arms?

When you hold me
Do you feel all the pieces
That won’t ever be put back together
Can you tell
That’s the way I was made?

I’m not broken
Because I was never whole
In the first place.

thousands
of thanks
won't be
enough
for the
happiness
i have inside
which were
gifted
by you...

you mean
so much
to me
still
i can't
have you
as my own

but
i will
be happy
as long as you
live in
my little life,

if you are gone
my whole life
will be gone
my happiness,
my smile,
my pain,
my thoughts,
and everything
will fade away