You made a poet in me.

A poet with passion burried beneth  
A poet who lives in the name of love.
A poet who writes because mere words are not enough to express.

To express how much i love
To express how much i crave
To express how much i long for you.

You made a poet in me.

A poet who loves you.

Our bond was strong and thight,
We could not find a reason fall apart.

We were anything but normal,
our passion for each other were matchless,
in its own way.

Because of you, my worst has be revealed.
Because I kept no boundaries with you.
I poured everything, everything that was in my heart
at my worst i am cowardlyand full of insecurities and fears,
I showed you,
I wanted you to see the real me. the ugly me.

beyond that, you also revealed the best in me,
As a hard working provider, as a caring father, as a loving husband, as a brave protector, as a responsible best friend and as a prayerful pastor.
These traits grew in me as I learned to love you,

Come back I ask, and I will give you love.
Everything of what I knew that is called love.

I love you. And I will not give up. Come back.

Here I am sitting, hurting and aching.
I am Jealous indeed

I am Jealous because,
You showed me value but you suddenly took it away.

I am Jealous because my love was ignored
I am Jealous because I gave my all,
and I couldn't convice you of my love.

I couldn't convince you,
that I love you.

I am Jealous because you yelled on me with anger and rage
and the next, a photo with you smilling.

I am Jealous for I could not trace logically,
For I could not see the source of your hatred.

Deeper than your hatred for me,
There's a reason why,
There's a reason that you blinded yourself to my good deeds.
That you saw none of which i gave you that was good.
Love, time, strenght, service, you saw none of these,
In your rage you only saw my folly, in which is not even valid to say.

I am Jealous, for you say you loved me,
yet another you said you never did.
and yet you said you can lie to hurt me.

Which one is true. I am torn.

I am Jealous that my small mistakes are drilled through my being
While their's, they are justified beyond all senses.

I am Jealous, because you made me feel special,
you made me feel like I am no other,

I am Jealous because you convinced me you'll never leave me
Yet now, like a nobody, in which you threw away.

Perhaps I may assume the best from you,
that you threw me away, because you wanted my heart safe.
Because, I brought out the monster in you.

How is that, I do not know...
All I knew was that I loved you with a sincere heart

Remember our times where love flourished.

Remember,

the joy we felt when we shed our first tears, sitting in a couch good for one,
our past exposed and accepted,
we finally felt freedom to love each other to the full.

Our hearts melted into one.
We decided to stick by through thick and thin.
Through the best and the worst.
Through laughs and tears.

Talk about it once and never again was out pact.

To Enjoy the present,
Envision the Future,
And leave the awful past we both had

Our new bond,
Strong and tight.
only with each other, we said.
To no more other

At that same moment, to quench one's pride for the sake of love was the gospel preached to us. The gospel of love that covers multitudes of offenses.

There was no fear, no insecurities.
Only love, only joy.



I hold onto that.

Remember

Something I was yearning for finally came.
A bit of hope.

A bit of hope good enough to make my frown turn right side up

Like a rainbow after the storm,
desolated but I saw colors once again.

Like a drop of water in a dessert,
schorched but my thrirst was quenched

And

Like birthing to a newborn child
In pain but its a moment like no other.

A bit of hope, it fuels me to continue on further in giving my all to you.