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Say it. Dear god say it.
She's falling
Your words will be her net
Save her. Dear god save her
She's calling
Your lips she has met
She's gone. It doesn't matter.
Her demise is your wrists
Never mind her
Get in line dear
She was worth more than this
I've got an itch
A peculiar itch
An itch for ******
See he looks at me funny
With these bright blue eyes
I want to pluck them from their sockets
And keep them in a box
When I have his eyes I'll take the rest of him
And bury it in the backyard
So he may stay with me forever
And never leave
......
You have lovely eyes
Let's go on a joyride
And smoke until our lungs choke
You and I can make magick
Til our bourbon outweighs the coke
Everything will fall into place
No matter what we hide

I kinda think you're awesome and I want you by my side
x
Blade so cold so right
Taking a joyride across my body
Silver on white

Shaking hand to guide it
Tears, zips, leather and lace
Crimson escaping fresh slit

Lips, soft, supple, prickly
Unshaven you nuzzle and drink
My blood so desirable and sickly

Stop stop blood clot
Immune system allows you only some
You draw away you've had a lot

Violins in my ears
The room spins and I fall down
No sight takes away fears

I awake, white room, methylated spirits
Doctors tend to my open scars
The feeling is so right
I'm sorry
I wasn't truly yours
I'm sorry
You couldn't accept that
I'm sorry
I ever looked up to you
I'm sorry
You re-married, and
I'm sorry
You had no time for me.

**I wanted a real father.
 Mar 2015 Death-throws
burned up
I'm tired of kissing the mouth of a bottle
and trying to sip happiness from a glass
Because alcohol only gives false impressions
of love and joy
And when it wears off
I'm left exactly where I was before
Except I smell of ***** and cigarettes
 Mar 2015 Death-throws
Kristen
*** isn't love...
*** is better
When you are protected.
Everything is safe,
And nothing at risk.

Love, I am told,
(Though I am not yet this old--)
Is best when the walls are torn down
And the best is at stake
And the shields are long gone
And you bring out all the wrongs--

*** is a fire,
But it burns in the hearth;
Love tears through the forest,
Open flame--
 Mar 2015 Death-throws
Sebastien
Recently, I have
found out more about myself
than I had done before
which is very very very weird

I thought I knew myself good
front, back, in, out
I didn't
Clearly

For instance,
I have found out that I am changing
whether into something good?
I can't say for sure yet,
But it seems rather promising

I have gained power o'er my mind
Becoming resolute
though I lose the power very quickly

Been listening to Imagine Dragons
A lot

This has been a very happy winter
considering that I didn't feel horrible
..I want to know how this was possible..
I want to recreate this to ensure my stability
But knowing life, and my english class -
Ambiguity surrounds us

So, I probably will not be as happy
I might be
I might not
Might.....
.....might not

But such are the random rantings
that are my thoughts
SO random. I felt like I had to come here and do something. Something, anything!

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