I hung on her laughter my bad jokes kind of filled the void between us.
Like a fog of ciggertte smoke that cast its illusion over the room I sat as we spoke over the phone.
My drinks flowed and my words slurred .
She hung on the line.
The best kind always do.
It was the simple flirts that keep the soul young and the liver well its a sad customer to begin with on my side.
I imagined are time together in person.
And she shook her head , Wondering was there more beyond the train wreck of a person on the other end of the line.
I poured another .
"You should probably slow down don't you think?'
"Yeah probably but with company like your's sweetheart who would ever want the night to end".
She laughed .
"Your so full of **** ".
"Tell me something I don't know sweetheart".
Even when I was drunk I was a first class ******* artist.
And a grade a smart ***.
I kept her laughing and although she would't admit she was having fun.
She was tired though and me I was a night owl besides I was never eager to face the silence of a long night ahead.
"I'm so tired lets go to bed"
She said half asleep not realizing the words she had spoken.
"Why darling I thought you'd never ask "
She busted up laughing .
"You know what I meant good Lord your just gonna have a heyday with that one aren't you"?
"Oh now sweetheart would I ever give you **** bout a simple slip like that"?
"You ****** I bet you write about me saying that you watch"
I pretended to be mildly insulted joking the whole time.
"Me exploit something said in the privacy of are personal conversation darling"
"I'm shocked you would ever think I could sink so low ".
"Goodnight John".
She said said as she hung up the phone and the warmth I felt just turned a tad bit colder as I faced yet the rest of my night alone.
Be careful what you say to writers.
The red light in my minds always recording.
And this rose is for you my dear.
Sincerely your favorite fiend
John
I've had a great deal of success with publishing as of late and I owe a great deal to the person whom this write is based on.
Thank you Tracey.
Are secrets are always kinda safe with me .
Cheers .