.
With this tarnished love I do
paint the world with darker hue,
and rise 'pon no light restraint
with shadow clouds for me to taint.

So ride black mood and flee away
torture me not for another day.
Begone! Be banished, leave no trace
release my heart to a better place.

Fate may bring wither she will
a new adventure, my love to thrill,
so permit this curtain call be seen
as my epitaph to a broken dream.


© Pagan Paul (2017)

i wish i was a bird flying wild and free

just a life of freedom no worry would there be

flying all around each and everywhere

just a peaceful life one without a care.



i wouldnt shed a tear i wouldnt have to cry

all i need to do is spread my wings and fly,

this is just a wish that will never be

just to be bird i will never see

Hopefully this spark isn't so easily extinguished.

Erased.
That's what you are,
From your pictures,
And your messages.

I've deleted everything.
Because there was really nothing.
Nothing,
Nothing to hold unto.

This past I refuse to acknowledge,
Goodbye.
For I do not have reason to,
Look back anymore.

It's all gone.
Just like what we never were,
What we could not be,
Unlike what you are now with her.