YOU'RE NOT SPECIAL
YOU ARE SELFISH AND
AND
AND YOU'RE STUPID
AND YOU'RE AN INGRATE
AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE POETRY
AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE NOT AS PROFOUND AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO THINK
AND
AND
AND
YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE THIS WAY
YOU'RE WEAK
JUST
*******
DIE ALREADY
YOU DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING AT ALL*
--
he breaks down to his knees,
he thinks he should be crying but the tears will not come
he sits for a while, empty and trying to quiet down his mind
he lies down,
one phrase in his head a little louder then the rest of all the noises in the world
*"you
are
not
special"