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Miss Cornelia Sep 2014
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They said that love could be either a bless or a curse.

then,

**You are my favorite curse
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Miss Cornelia Sep 2014
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You can make me laugh,
But so does my closest friend

Baby,
I realized that I love you is not when you made me laugh,
but when I cried
Miss Cornelia Nov 2014
there is something wrong about time. It doesn't heal.
What about you? "Time heals almost everything," once again, this is only for the scars, not the wounds. People say that that's me who choose to suffer, but no, what  I really feel-- I'm not suffering. I could be happy again, but I know my heart has changed. And this is what I sadly the most.
Miss Cornelia Sep 2014
One day I woke up painless
With tears all dried
After all painful things I became painless

After stormy rain and coldness,
Now I feel nothing
Neither warm nor cold

I don't wanna stop loving you
but deeply I realize,
my heart want to stop

If only my heart still could,
I would.
Miss Cornelia Sep 2017
Any can love star's twinkle,
Few only can love the fire that compose it

Any can love soft bloomed petals,
Few only can love the thorns that hold it

Any can love the soft sand on the seashore,
Few only can love the rocks before

Anyone can love for a season,
but I'm already longing for years.

-tc to laz

06/09
Miss Cornelia Apr 2016
Humans are so complicated
Sometimes they said love is not enough
Then what?

That piece of papers they called money
That transparent rocks they called diamonds
That unperfect ideology of things

And then when everything is broken,
At the end they said all their need is love.

Humans are so complicated
I just wanna be a dog
Miss Cornelia Sep 2014
You said that I'm your moon
A beautiful moon that shines in your darkness

But I knew
You love living in the daylight
Miss Cornelia Dec 2014
"Every woman can have a husband... But not every woman can have a lover."**

I quoted this from my favorite author. This is really open my eyes. There are differences between husband and lover.

"A lover is just like paintings... When you bought it and put it on the wall, all you want is redecorate your room to make the room follow the beauty of the paintings.''


"And a husband is just like when you want to buy a table. You came to the store with geometry terms, and you bought the one by the money you have and after you count will it be fit in your room.''

And there is come this quote from different writer, ''I separate my body and my soul. You can only choose one, either my body or my soul..''
What your opinion? I'm so sad that some people can't marry their lover because 'terms' and 'you not only need love in marriage'.  I think its sad when we marry someone but deep down in our heart we knew that our heart already taken by someone else.
Miss Cornelia Sep 2014
Time heal almost everything
Yes, when it's about the scars, not the wounds.
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@angrymemorys

Scars [noun]
a mark left on the skin or within body ..

Wounds [noun, verb]
[n]: an injury to living tissue caused by a cut, blow, or other impact, typically one in which the skin is cut or broken.
synonyms* : injury, ... , trauma

[v]: inflict an injury on (someone)

Healed yet?
Miss Cornelia Oct 2014
Baby I know that I don't own you,
but  
my heart know its owned by you
*How come
Miss Cornelia May 2015
My dear,
I love you.
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love it when you taste your own happiness

My dear,
I love you also means
I will try to make your smile
I will try to make your laugh
I will try to find you happiness and make it come to you

and, my dear,
I love you.
Don't you feel responsible about your love's happiness?
Miss Cornelia May 2015
My dear, don't you see
its rainy outside

But my dear, don't you see
its sunny inside
inside us
Miss Cornelia May 2016
My dear,
I will destroy you

I will hold you tight until your soul aching,
I will bite your beautiful lips
By my hugs your lungs cannot take breath

My dear,
Those pains are the only pain you deserve
From me
Miss Cornelia Aug 2016
would you**
love my silence, before my voice,
my cold before my warmth,
my sober before my giggle,
my winter before my summer,
my nights before my day light,

I know I want so much,
but it's doubtless,
I want you.
And I would do the same  to you.
Miss Cornelia Feb 2016
My dear,
Everybody makes plans
They make plans, although time will always be mystery


They make plan, to marry,
They make plan, to have children,
A beautiful house with flowers,
Raise children carefully,
Until see their children marry

I have no plans like that
and I know its confusing you

My plan is
To grow old with you,
To see your hair turns white,
To take care you every day,
To make you smile,
A hand to shed your tear
A shoulder when you sad,

*My plan is,
to love you.
Many people dream about perfect marriage; happiness, children, go to church.  I have a simple dream that I wish come true: to love my love forever.
Miss Cornelia Sep 2014
I'll trade you my galaxies for your fists of dust

I'll trade you my sea for your broken seashells

I'll trade you my seasons for your single little flower

I'll trade you my tomorrows for our yesterday

.
.
.
.
but somehow
for you
it's never been enough
No
Miss Cornelia Sep 2014
No
There is me.
There is you.
But there is no us....
Some people just meant to be fell in love each other, but not meant to be together.
Miss Cornelia Feb 2016
barriers, barriers*

They said,
There are so many barriers between us,
A wall that we can't pass through,
A window that will always unclear,
A blood that never will be the same.

My dear,
God gives His greatest barriers to strongest love,
For He knows that our love is strong enough.

He gives us a wall because we have enough strength to break it,
He gives us blurred windows because we always see with purity,
He gives us different blood because we know everything comes from souls.
Dedicated to: For couples in this world who will give everything just to be together. For those who will pay anything just for makes their'love'  looks sense into  stupid society.
Miss Cornelia May 2016
There  is a room in our heart, for family.
There is our room in our heart for this 'someone', we called Lover.

Our loved ones, they stay in our heart, like it's their home, and yes we opened. They came room to room in our heart. Into the depth. Till the deepest- room that have fireplace.

They set flames that make us warm.
They, just control this fire place.
Either warm..or burning

When our loved ones leave, what happens to the fireplace?
I know there is a flame that never die,
but what if we get burnt?
Miss Cornelia May 2017
My feelings towards you is like the heartbeat: soft and persistent, underlying everything.

My feelings towards you is like ocean waves in the morning: strong and always pull me into something deep.

My feelings towards you is like touching the wind: didn't have to be grasped, but felt all over my body.

And my feelings towards you....(insert analogies here that contain hope for eternity)
Miss Cornelia Jun 2015
At this point I knew that life is not a choice.

I can't choose who I fell in love with, even I can choose who will I marry.

Sometimes...our fate doesn't follow our choice.. it's just more than hurt cause we can see the option..
Miss Cornelia Dec 2014
''I didn't love him, '' I said.

Because I don't know what 'love' is, and I don't want definy it to the world-- if it could be defined in words.

What I know is
My silent soul keep whispering his name
My instincs say yes,

And for me, this is more than just feelings

Can love defined as 'when a soul found its peace and tranquility' ?
I love him. My soul love him.

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