When you were gone
My world shut down
I don't know where to go
And forgot what I used to do
I swung back to things describe "me",
Thoughts were in desultory.
Can't compose even a one liner poem
Or even listen to a song alone,
I was brave, I was.
I dont know where to run now.
I hate to see people's eyes,
Eyes that convey pity,
Which reminds that you were gone.
This is not what I want, I know, you either.
Grief. Loathe. Regret. Wrath. Avenge. Bliss
I don't feel any
It is like I am continuously being stabbed but no way to feel,
Like someone's shouting but deaf to hear, Or so blind to see,
What is happening to me?
I told you, "okay na, huwag ka mag alala, magpahinga ka na."
I did not lose hold on your hand while saying that,
God knows how much I wanted to
accept it and let it go,
But God knows how hard as well.
Give me time I'll make it through.
But no matter what I won't forget you.
Oblivion is not an issue.
Just waiting for rainbow's hue,
For now I know everything will be fine
As long as God is here by our side.
The Nada