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Mark Toney Oct 2019

After but a moment,
Drowning in a sea of confusion,
All hope dashed against rocks of despair,
Her firm resolve culminates in
V I O L E N C E . . .
S i l e n c e...

"For the one who has died has been acquitted from his sin."—Romans 6:7

After but a moment,
The maiden awakens
To peaceful surroundings.

"...Why are you causing noisy confusion and weeping?
The young child has not died, but is sleeping."
"Then, taking the hand of the child, he said to her, 'Tal'i-tha cu'mi,'
which, when translated, means: 'Little girl, I say to you, get up!'"—Mark 5:39, 41

Her eyes slowly adjust as
Her recognition rushes
With audible cries of joy:
"My Mother... My Father... You look so much younger, you do!
My Brother... and the others! Could this really be true?"

As the sun shines, our eyes rain thousands of tears
For the thousands of years of exquisite delight before us.

"...and he said that something should be given her to eat."—Mark 5:43

She feasts on curing fruit, and does willingly stoop
To drink from the river of water of life.
"In the reflection I see
What could have been,
What should have been,
Yes, what now is true for me!"

Oh, Vanessa, what grand, joyful reunion!
Love...
Joy...
Peace...
Innocence of youth reclaimed!

Please sing me a new song, my darling girl.
Please sing me a new song again.

"Do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming
in which all those in the memorial tombs will
hear his voice and come out..."—John 5:28, 29
5/1/2018 - Poetry form:  Free Verse - In Memory of Vanessa Shaffer (1982-1998) - Copyright © 1998-2019 by Mark Toney
Vanessa Bebeau Aug 2018
I’ve come so far

Did it leave a mark?
How big is the scar?
Somehow I misunderstood and the fragility was mine

Space and time immortal in the moment
But the moment after that...
is the one which won't relent
An unfortunate revelation
Vanessa Bebeau Aug 2018
I started this way, but to my dismay, life had other plans

A day like any other, to make and break the world


At the time it seemed to be.. Rationality,

As if I had a choice, I thought I took a chance

Renouncing doubt I dove in,

To pay the fee and get it out, the finite and allotted amount.

Alas it doesn't work that way.


15 years have come and gone,

From this side of forever... it doesn't seem so long

I didn't realize at the time

This story would be mine
ray Aug 2015
I could never describe
what I am feeling within
this black ink upon the page

this betrayal
that sinks into my chest
and grabs hold within

I try to breathe
you have a knife to my throat
and I long to be happy

it’s strange how you’re gone
long days of laughter
now filled with emptiness

but I’d rather be empty
than be with you
you make my blood scream

you make my hair stand up
you make my eyes
swing around in my head

I feel unsafe
that my secrets lay between couch cushions
like lost change

I wish I could take them back
wrap them up and hide it under the bed
I wish I could build walls

I climb up the ladder but
it is slick and I
fall further back down every time

and soon there is no place left to fall
except the floor where I lay
in the exact spot you left me

I can’t live in the place I was
controlled and refrained like a bad habit
I’m lost with you
but I’m found without you
while we were together
we were also far apart
maybe losing this will bring me up
even though everyone says
I’m bound to be brought down

but I believe in happiness
I have worshiped the thought of it
held it at my fingertips and watch
as it refused to be touched

this is me telling you
that I am strong
stronger then the weights
you tie at my ankles

and i am sorry
that my idea of happiness
is something you despise

but I am here to say
live with it
like I’ll live without you
Nessa dieR Apr 2015
"I got a rose today.
Beautiful
with it's broken thorns,
and ii's missing petals.
Bright
with it's breath-taking colors
and it's smart appearance
Delicate
With it's infatuating ways
and it's sensible body
Confusing
for I can't tell if it's naked
or that's the only dress it has."

*"I got a rose today,
Beautiful,
Bright,
Delicate,
Confusing,
and her name is Vanessa."
Abigail Shaw Jan 2015
There’s a burning in her eyes,
High reaching lace like a poison choker,
Hands around a swan’s throat,
She’s the type who would ****** the world,
Then break its neck,
But even then, she still spits poetry every time she speaks,
Everyone has their curses,
She hides hers in the darkness.

— The End —