on lonely nights, she misses you
because you filled the void that is deep inside of her

this is why I'm so careful not to catch feelings,
not to meet someone like you.

I knew I wasn't ready (I'm still not)

but now you're gone and I'm wondering
     where you are
     what you're doing
     if you've met someone better than me yet

I know I could come up with better poetic lies,
but I'm turnt up on sins,
and
I love you

so full of life she was,
naive to the dangers around her,

innocence looked so good on her,
until...well, until she met you

you ****** her of that innocence,
and when you left, you took that part of her with you

now you’ve left her numb,
fully exposed to the dangers of the world

she yearns to feel that innocence once again,

and she hopes one day to be that girl who was once naive and so full of life

your demons still haunt me,
they show up in my sleep

they creep into my mind at night,
coming to remind me of your existence

you send them, so you can still possess a side of me

they replay all the **** you did to me,

they whisper (laugh),
“you can never get rid of me darling”

you truly are the devil, aren’t you?

i never used to smoke
but since you left,
it’s the only time i can seem to breathe