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Imploding
Exploding
Exposing
The demon inside
I try to hide
Eluding,
Evading,
Running,
This is what sleep is to me.
I cannot say how many nights I lay awake with my thoughts.
Sleep,
The ever dodging need,
The ever wanted rest.
When Sleep does come,
Wracked with horrors and death it comes and goes,
My dreams aren't dreams.
They are horrors
Of things I shouldn't remember.
Of times that have long past.
Sleep elude me if you must.
I do not crave you,
You do not make me feel rest.
Sleep the evasion,
I shall keep.
It's all right now Pop,
You can rest easy.
We are grown now,
You don't have to hold on now.
We love you,
And always will.
We will watch out for each other now,
Sleep now Pop,
Your work here is done.
You can rest easy now.
We miss you Pop.
The day I met you I froze,
When I saw your visage, it was like my heart stopped,
My heart of ice melted,
My soul burns for you.
And today we laid him to rest,
The man who was the world to his family,
Laid cold and dead,
His smile gone,
His humor resting,
To him I say,
Thank you, for he was my world, my "Father", my best friend,
I will forever miss his smile,
Or the sound of his voice.
This man made me who I am,
Shaped me into the Man I am today.
He was light, despite the darkness he had faced.
He was strong,
Yet his body made weak by time,
He was Happy,
Even through the pain and sorrow he had faced.
This man, my grandfather,
He was everything we needed him to be.
A shoulder to cry on,
A silent partner,
Unbelievable faith,
The man was always there,
And now he is gone.
Left in his place is a hole in my family, in my life, in my world.
Today we laid him to rest.
Now and forever he is at peace.
In my heart I know he isn't gone. In my mind he is still there.
I remember every lesson he has taught me, even though he didn't have too.
I remember the lessons on how to control the rage and the melancholy.
My teacher, the master to my apprentice. Has been laid to rest today. He has been blessed and sent unto his way
I love you Pop. Thank you for everything
 Nov 2017 Charlotte Ivy
Kaye I
she's a song
you'll never hear
because you never listened.
 Nov 2017 Charlotte Ivy
caroline
take me back to the day I laid eyes on you.
so I can ask you your name and tell you I'm in love with you.
and maybe it sounds crazy but I'm going to marry you.
take me back to the first time we skipped out on class together.
so you can hold my hand longer and not leave me this time.
and ill tell you that I know it's still so soon, but I want to hold your hand for forever, through whatever, always.
take me back to the day you crawled into bed with me and held me after I had fallen asleep.
so I can wake up in the middle of the night and tell you everything I'm too afraid to tell you in the daylight.
and ill admit that I think of you every day and strangely want to see your feet bare.. and.. your body.
take me back to the night we tried to have *** but you couldn't stop thinking of her.
so I can tell you it's okay if you aren't ready, because neither am I.
and if you want to just lay here, just exist together, ill tell you that's okay too. more than okay.
take me back to the day I held your head in my lap and we talked about everything that scared us.
so I can tell you not being with you scares me the most, and my heart never settles.
and I won't admit it but ill tell you with my eyes that I want you to keep me.
take me back to the moment we touched other people and for only a second, no longer, forgot each others name.
so I can run away from his lips, and into your arms.
and maybe then your fingers won't find her cheek, and she won't realize your eyes are the darkest brown, but your touch can melt anyone like honey.
take me back to the day we promised forever.
so we can walk away.
and maybe then it'll save us the pain
of you and I.
Heart
                                           Ice
                                   Cold
                            For
                 years
          My
fears
         Driven
                      by
                           tears
                                    My
                                          brain
                ­               Insane
               thoughts
clouded
              pain
                      surrounded
                                            Living
             ­                                           in
                   ­                         doubt
                                  want
                              to
                      pout
    ­                I
               do
without
               Wash
                          away
                                    my
                         ­                 fears
                                                    With
       ­                                   tears
                            Nobody
                  hears
    Nobody
                  cares
                            Nobody
     ­                                      dares

                                              I
          ­                        Carry
                            On
                    Like
                A
   Drone


...............alone.............
Trying something new
 Nov 2017 Charlotte Ivy
Lizzie
A deep..Haunting..Unique shade of blue-green...
With flecks of night sky placed in such delicate haphazardness,
I look away...
Not out of fear or dismal...No...
But out of the tsunami of emotions that course through me...
You calm me, tame my wild thoughts that tell me every positive thing you say about me is wrong...
Your eyes pierce through my cold & warms my heart,
As you put my shattered soul together again
piece by piece...
With just your eyes you make me sane;
Even in the darkness...
Sweetie, I am doing great
Make yourself feel good
I wish you a happy life
Nothing to say anymore
Just write a letter
to the blue sky,
where I'll be happy forever
in the same mood!

Forgive me, my beloved
even if I am rude
Don't get me wrong
Oh, my dear friend
Just write a letter
to the blue sky,
where I'll be happy forever
in the same mood!

You are at my end
even inside of my heart,
but today you've found
a new life; I'm falling apart;
Just write a letter
to the blue sky,
where I'll be happy forever
in the same mood!

Please look at my broken heart
I don't wanna commit suicide,
but your sudden separation
Makes me 'The End'
That's why today
I have to say goodbye!

You send a letter
to the blue sky,
there I'll be happy forever
in the same mood!
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