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Jessa May Jul 2020
I have never stayed happy this long
I have never loved myself this long

And I thought you were gone
But you were waiting for my peak

You knew me so well
And that i'd question myself

Do i deserve all these good times?
Depression and anxiety just never goes away. Ive learnt to live with it and prevent it from controlling my life
Jessa May Jul 2020
Why is this boy acting like I'm interested?
Persistent like I'm playing hard to get
I'm happily in love, I'm committed
Does this boy thinks he is actually a threat?
He has someone and still wants another
She's a keeper, when its over, he'll regret
No thank you, not a chance, goodbye lover
Bid you adieu, cant take this girl into your bed
Jessa May Dec 2016
Meh
Stop crying I tell myself
The clouds continue to rain
He still loves me and he will
It says in every card
I read them to keep me sane
I will see him in the evening
He will come, for sure
But something in me tells me
I gave him more than he can endure
The pain in my chest is killing
This anxiety is all I'm feeling
I'm losing him
Christmas eve blues
Jessa May Dec 2016
Cataracts.
What blinds you?

What blinds me?
Society.

Chipped and chiseled
By judgement
By opinion
By jealousy
By hate

Who am I?
I am broken
I am lost
I was stolen
I am gone

What is left?
A shell
Empty and loud
Filled with confusion
depression now

Think positive
Don't listen
Ignore

No.

Become society
Change it
Stop it
Enough
Love
I don't know.
Jessa May Jan 2015
It's a hot summers day
Sweat drips down our necks
We fall on the bed
And quickly our eyes connect

We see each others love
It's so pure and so real
We don't need words
To describe how we feel
Jessa May Sep 2014
How do you stop tears from falling
When you know it's enough

How do you stop all the sobbing
When it explodes in a loud cough

How do you keep pretending
When your whole world comes to a stop

How am I still living
When my heart's in a knot
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