Inhalation Close my eyes, I am not forever. Exhalation Resonances of heartbeat pounding in my head. Inhalation My pains temporarily disappear, time fastens. Exhalation Hide my tears for I don't cry.
I thought it's impossible for the Disease to destroy everything. Chemical pressures degenerates the mind easily. Uneternal ways are used to attenuate the suffering. Just close my eyes and wait for relief to be over.
Forgive me, I could not fix myself. All this distance between other hurts Can't let me go, my actions cause me pain!
Time's not slowing down, accelerates for sure. My sanity, it isn't infinite. Too much imbalance, unable to endure. Cynanide levels won't come down. Judgement torn apart without thoughts. Heart disappears with Disease that mature. I don't expect too much happiness Whispers to myself "I hate you." Do I know that?
February's crescent moon adorns the sky like a lovely golden pendant one wears on prom night with that special guy O' crescent moon, O' crescent moon leaves all the girls and guys dreamin' With thoughts of those lazy days in June when sleeping under diamond stars and a crystal moon was heaven
Do it all, seize the day, my love! Fly, soar, sail, climb, Dance, sing, o fiery thing, You've only one lifetime, For wonder and discovery, Joy the sorrow abets, In raucous revelry, Like gods cub cats.
Loneliness was not a problem Witnessing the loneliness was.... If you feel lonely then enjoy the experience if you split into subject and object then loneliness brings you trouble Like you feel first and then allow yourself see by you as affected end in pathetic...