"tentacular" poems
Replicated "t" square, heated and manipulated to match a hand drawn schematic, eye-balled and transferred to a soiled napkin two days prior.
Recovery spent melee inspired by whispered breath. Kin to wind, multi- colored marshmallows, or hard candies that have been rewrapped quickly and shuffled to the bottom of the bag.
Periscope ala multi-limbed, e.g. tentacular. Rain spun abundant large geometric insect eyes radiating opalescent transit; here and there, over or under, stop and go, when = then, two - days - life - end.
Glowing hand, darkest white light in a vacant space. All secrets hidden with trust, imagination, and neglect; recalling memories for those who live to forget. Like a hunger fed plentifully followed by a playful belch aloud for honor and comfort. Later, the indulgence calls and abdominal gases produce an acidic truth that burns the memory back into awareness.
Flush it away now! Get rid of it quickly. There is no time to respect the whole past, only that which allows performance to continue uninterrupted.
Tuck those memories away deeper this time; the ***** will drown you before it drowns them. Laying around and crying aloud won't pay the bills; if nothing else remember, a good American is a good consumer and a good consumer never wastes time getting to know themselves when the alternative is television.
Oct 4, 2012
Oct 4, 2012 at 6:46 AM UTC
Rains of happiness are scanty and scarce
Darkness and pains blow perennially
Build shifting sand dunes, where you lose yourself
Occasionally I indulge in the ordinary
I capture the animals, talk to them, care for them
But that is occasional, mostly, I torment them
Darkness is what I truly adore and admire
It is its depths that fascinate me
The deeper I go, the deeper it gets
Bridges that I build all collapse
The momentary bliss of being normal
is a ******* illusion, that I try cling to
These reveries when they last
I feel happy, content, confident
Though I fear, soon they will vanish
And then would come the tentacular times
Difficult it then gets to differentiate
What is real from what is not.
I get a bit anxious, paranoid and schizoid
It's not as bad as it is for the sufferers
But it is a ********** anyway
Sometimes they last hours
Sometimes days and weeks
And at times, years
The worst part is that I won't even know
When the sandstorms take place of the rains
Later when I do, it seems impossible to get out
The triggers can be really subtle
But the madness they bring along is not
Sometimes the hot winds blow for no reason
Focus and conviction, I lack
Hence whatever I hold dear
I lose
Sometimes I feel like stopping to breathe
To finally end, the infinite loop of endless loops
The clusterfuck of gloom, a dance of dismay
I have tried building defence mechanisms
But whatever it is, it mutates and manifests
In ways that are different from before
I know nothing holds any meaning
All this goes nowhere and will be worthless
But there are a few happy moments
My experiences may not be the best
But when there are rains
I tend to touch the skies
And I have learned
To carry on, even in the storms
But how far I would go?
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 11:10 AM UTC
All I wanted to say is this:
when I open myself like a wave,
or close my hands,
like a tentacular stem of a tree,
I am sensual of this love,
I am reminiscent as a candlelight:
my love bear with me,
for the real objects are not hidden,
in the soft caricature of the rising sun,
or by a descended hearing,
fluttering vision, starving touch,
but be it simply a recurring impulse or need,
clearing the pathways of my affection,
precious and remote, damp and cerebral.
Oct 5, 2020
Oct 5, 2020 at 6:32 PM UTC
Dark roots and boughs -
tentacular wraiths
poison earth and sky.
The free market ecology blooms.
Sep 2, 2019
Sep 2, 2019 at 6:46 AM UTC
I know when you close your eyes the tentacular black monster of oblivion comes to gawk at your feebility. There you are, on your path of misery and broken bottles. This time, I’ll make sure heaven won’t pick up thte pieces.
Because the man at the end of the road. He’s got them now.
Sep 18, 2022
Sep 18, 2022 at 8:12 PM UTC