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Brandon Barnett Apr 2012
***** den dreams
of laudanum and lace
visions of my pleasures
missing the aftertaste

sssh
listen and you can hear me sniffin
the sick cringe of addiction
on a binge with my affliction
healing what's crippled
with my own personal prescription

the sun goes down
the sun goes up
none of the chaos
ever goes away

chasing the idea of a real escape
a break from this life before it takes it's toll
breaking hopes taking dreams
and smothering my restless soul

bound and gagged
I say nothing
tied to a plate by eight white lines
and hushed by a drip
that robs my voice

that hush must be just the reason
I never paused even to ask myself if
I should stop

I realized I hurt
I realized I could forget
for a little while
I realized I found a way
I could breathe easy and smile
I realized it got out of control
I realized it went further than that
I realized it takes away everything that is me
but what the **** do I do
when I'm sober and
I realize this is reality

sssh listen
laudanum and lace
and everything tastes
like heaven
Denise Vazquez Jun 2012
I wanted to give you my all
But whats the point if im just gana fall
Thers a side of me you'll probably never know
Maybe its best it we take it slow
Because theres things you leave unsaid
Leading to ******* in my head
Why does everything feel so wrong
**** it ill take a couple of hits from this ****
On weekends ill take a night off with my ladys
Now im all dolled up and suddently im your baby
But when i needed my man you werent around
No time for sorry sssh i dont want to hear a sound
Cuz you keep feeding me these lies
Same old **** like all these other guys
Ever heard you cant play a player
This game is too easy you ****** make me gayer
dark blue Mar 2022
anxious
afraid
thoughts racing
heart beating
out of control
fearful
like a filly
knowing
you're wolf’s prey
wanting a man
to protect
reign you in
anchor your mind
soothe your soul

sssh, baby girl
daddy’s here
to take all your fears away
Adam Mott Apr 2015
I'm angry
A red hot fire
Burning down the world
Holes and mountains

Why would you believe what I tell you
The color is red
You have a lock on my head
It's not appropriate
You tell me that I am an idiot

Stop an dmock
Spin and lock
That is why they liked you
Yet you can't talk

A long year endures you times four
The times I plead endurance leaves me bored
I am at a cross road under a thousand eyes
Though such words are lost on you
niamh Jun 2015
Whisper it into the wind
The earth shall hear your secrets.
arubybluebird Aug 2016
Memory 1:
Cutting oranges off their stems and eating them underneath cherry blossom trees post-rain and post-picket sign protest in Sacramento with Steff.

Memory 2:
Night time, FYF VIP area, sharing a scarf to sit on. slice of veggie pizza, Denisse telling me about her dad, how a beat-down truck with working men made her think of him as she was driving on the 210 the other day. how it moved her so much she ended up pulling over on the side of the road to cry. String of dim lights overhead, Air's Playground Love assimilating in the background of the momentum we've just shared.

Memory 3:
Fourth of July, Navajo woven blankets, lying down faced up arms lazily stretched out in the back of Tia Irene's pick-up truck. talking about how scary it is growing up and how much we fear God. you've decided you no longer want to be a news reporter. I tell you you'll be successful in whatever it is you end up doing. All the while sparks of reds, purple, green, pinks, blues fill the sky in slow, steady twirls all around us.

Memory 4:
Valentine's Day, car parked a few minutes away from where we're walking to. An empty construction site with a view that overlooks our city. you set down the box of pizza, take off your backpack, set out a blanket, a candle, two glass cups rolled up in San Bernardino Sun, a bottle of wine. Tell me to dig in, I pull up the lid, it's shaped like a heart. You didn't realize the wine had a cork, try pulling it off with your teeth. We forget the wine, play The Doors from your cellphone instead, they've finally been added to Spotify, we comment on this. Lying next to each other, my neck cradled in your arm, the warmth of your skin transcends from the wool of your shirt. A shooting star passes the auburn sky like lightning, said you missed it, had your eyes closed. I close mine shortly after, too.

Memory 5:
Everyone is huddled in the living room, a serenade of whispering and sssh she's coming. Tio Frank and Dad have the wheelchair turned around, your back facing us as you enter the door. They move you down the steep of the entrance, you look up, Las Mañanitas starts to play from the stereo, welcome home! You cradle your head in your hands and begin to cry. We reach out to hold you, crying, too.
Francie Lynch May 2021
What was that. A knock?
Sssh!
Listen.
I heard something.
Was it the wind, scratching across my pane?
The pine tree branch thumps its fingers.
Squirrels, racoons and mice scurry over my roof.
My porch light is a beacon of revelation.
The doors are locked against friend or others.
I will wait.
Fall asleep.
Dream.
A hut on an island in the blue,
No ghostly memories.
AM Aug 2015
Have you heard from your bedroom wall
that I long to be where you are?
have you heard the birds whistling
how I wish you a good day each morning?
have you heard your silence cellphone
ringing out the canceled calls from my phone?
sssh... be quite and listen carefully
let my blue heart speaks slowly
I am missing you, badly
and I am secretly still loving you, baby
jeffrey conyers Apr 2021
You better turn that lip back to a smile.
Don't make me tell you again.

What did your mama say?
Well, do it!

Wait until your daddy gets home.

Go get me a switch.
And wrong sizes.
Oh, you think this is funny.
Wait until I get back?
I give you something to laugh about.

If I have to get up?
You gonna regret it.

Don't be running in and out that door.
Letting the air/heat out of the house.

Best one-teachers must think money grows on trees.
Oh, how I wish?
They all be cut down.

Don't ******* back there.
Ever rode with mom you know this one will good.

You got fast-food money.
We got food at home.

If you not eating what everyone else is eating?
I guess you be starving tonight.

Call the police if you like?
And when they leave?
You better be leaving with them.

Sssh, don't tell your mama.
Sssh, don't tell your daddy.

Child memories of yester years.
jeffrey conyers Aug 2019
Won't he do it?
Heard in church.

You want not, cause you asked not.
Heard in church.

Amen
Heard in many churches.

Tithes and offering time.
Heard in church.

Turn to scripture
Heard in church constantly.
Problem now?
We once saw many with bibles.
Now, through the kindness of ministers.
We see cell phones.

Sssh quiet.
Heard in church.
Directed toward children.
But children think it should be toward adults.

Let the sun outside not outshine the son we came to recognize.
Heard in some churches.
Just a matter of interpretation.

We know Jesus is the reason we celebrate the season.
Heard more around Christmas.
When it could be stated during winter, spring, summer, and fall.

Will you please stand?
Well, don't expect the services to end.
Because many ministers keep on speaking.

And finally, depending on your congregation.
We need a special offering for this dynamic man/woman of God.

Heard, where?
In church.

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