Why shall I be a poet of the fall ?
For long I had been a thrall.
Bound to your love have I ever lived,
Neither does it let me love not let me fall.
Maybe to someone else it belonged,
My love I spilled for you.
What did I had wronged ?
I wish I never could knew.
Your veil could've stayed,
Longer you could've played.
For you were faultless, far from foul,
It's now that I see a treacherous ghoul.
There was once a time,
I rove merrily jiggling.
Chanting a lovely rhyme,
Leaving my heart giggling.
A princess of a merryland,
A sailor of my will.
Not a word so planned,
Not a thing to frill.
There we met at school,
Spending our time together.
Young and beautiful were we,
Holding tight each other.
In all of our days,
I didn't stopped even for a while.
Trying to consume your blaze,
Trying to find what makes you smile.
Before we crossed our paths,
Life wasn't so compelling.
But for all one knows,
Neither was I flying nor falling.
I've been sad before too,
Yes it is true.
Many a times have I cried,
Yet my deepest grieve were you.
Maybe I never trusted you enough,
For all one knows.
Left you with my cravings,
Bounded with vows.
Surrounded with fear,
That one day you might leave.
Dubious by the fact,
That even lovers decive.
Perhaps I loved you too much,
More than you deserved.
Spending all of my love,
The love I preserved.
Maybe I was afraid to fall,
To love, to be loved.
As when I drowned,
It was you I searched.
Never meant to fly together,
We were ought to part,
and one day you flee,
When will you flee my heart.
"I hate him, I always will."
Though I loved who he was.
As enchanting as a squill,
Yet filled with flaws.
The days of love are past,
Have you any left to spill.
Let alone it may last,
Let alone it may ****.
I loved none but you,
Yet you left a maul.
Bereft of love,
A foresaken poet of the fall.
Why did you left me with my heart yelling at me ? ...every piece of it resonating the suffering you left.
