"sexcapes" poems
I had to give up my sexcapes
I started to form an addiction
and realized the control I thought
I had, had me.
No more did it become my great
escapes but left me feeling
confused and unamused...
**** it was getting hard for
me to breathe.
It was hard for me to believe
that I had sunken to that level
treating my body as a worthless
vessel, digging holes in my
soul and I was holding the
shovel.
**** that's deep...
had to look there for
the parts of me I
had lost.
Guess you can say I
got caught up in the sauce.
The satisfaction became a
fraction. Divided myself
in half and was left
with nothing.
Half a mind, half a soul, half
a body I was walking
around incomplete.
You see I forgot I was a
sun Ray and was my beacon
of hope... promise.
I promised myself to never
travel back down that path
I picked a dandelion and
made a wish.
With help from God I'm
walking on rainbows to
my own *** of gold.
Gotta give Him praise because
sometimes the road got a lil' rough
but I remained strong.
My journey taught me
to be tough.
Taught me to endure
and have faith.
Now today I'm
celebrating because
my life is a parade.
Sep 28, 2016
Sep 28, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC
When life gets hard
and I need an escape,
I just go out and
find me a date.
To ease the pain
and run away
I get on my back
and just lay.
Tall, short, heavy, thin
nothing matters when I'm
escaping what's within.
Too many things going on
in my head,
call me a THOT
but for the night
all I want is you
in my bed.
Or I can be in yours,
but don't call me your girl
just sssshhhh play in curls.
When I moan and shout
its me releasing all the
pain and doubt.
So the last thing I want
is for you to cover my mouth.
Don't muffle me
I do that enough to myself
all I wanna do is hear
the sound of your belt.
When your pants hit the ground
I know its going down.
But don't worry about that,
I'll go first.
Let me **** you like I love you,
let me **** you like I want you,
I'll **** you like I'll love
to never have you leave.
Bets believe its not you I want
but rather the thing
that pulsates and jumps
right between your legs.
Don't come yet
I'm not ready
don't make me beg.
As soon as you bust
then I know it's time
That I must get back
to my reality.
But I rather not be,
I like my sexcapes
they're how I keep my sanity.
Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 3:46 PM UTC