"respirate" poems
Yellow lit talks
Beside a borrowed car
Empty parking lot
Underneath the stars
Three feet apart
We mindlessly converse
About nothing and everything
Prolix and terse
You render me breathless
My ghost lungs deflate
You exhale the stars
And I respirate
I am so tense
With minutes too swift
Too late; you’re gone
My hands must have slipped
Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 12:28 AM UTC
Stirring listless in bed under a patchwork of broken shade through moonlit blinds
It's 2 a.m.
My face has turned just as blue as the lunar white light as filtered by the night sky
Under the cold
I want you to know that even in growing old the trauma is ceaseless but I can't speak
My lungs imbued
Once with the strength of trees, pull in till my voice cuts, mute, and continue to squeeze
I see your face
Stir so listlessly close to mine, as if you were synchronized, and even closer with open eyes
We respirate
With the breath
From your kiss
Which you so lovingly demonstrate
Let us sleep, let us rust
Imbue me
With the hurt
That you so shamelessly share with me
Respirate
2 a.m.
Under cold
I feel your eyelashes slashing me
Let us crash, let us warm
The trauma
Is Ceaseless
The message is lost, I cannot speak
Both lungs squeeze
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 6:52 PM UTC
An easy pattern almost seeming consecutive
You see it again and again as the original was relative
To what had occurred before the first choice was made
As looking back seems to have become a downgrade
So you pick up speed hoping not to get left behind
Seconds that should take hours as your time travel unwinds
Running and gasping for air as you began struggling to respirate
Unaware of the true speed you were going, moving at a high rate
Now wanting to stop, seeing your path's end up ahead
Sweating with regret from the path you chose to be lead
Begging for help, now that you are in desperate need
Now knowing that you can't grow a plant first before you sow your seed
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 10:56 PM UTC
you walk upon flowers and wonder why you destroy everything as you respirate. you cannot destroy matter. with every blink of yours your eyelashes cause gusts wind that spread pollen and creates trees. with every breath you take you fill with all of the troubled vitality and convert it into love, you exhale the love engulfing anyone in your God given path, for it's that small boost of confidence they get every now again and they feel so great about themselves. you are not destroying flowers when you step upon them you are fertilizing them, that's why you leave bouquets in your wake. when you cry it causes a storm in the earth's atmosphere, you are not killing the sun baby girl, you are merely rejuvenating the terrane's verdure. when you speak your frequencies are depicted upon sheet music and people will try to learn you. And you can defy gravity don't let anyone try to tell you that you can't because you are the fruit of the world and you are **** beautiful.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 1:09 AM UTC
I breathe
but I can not respirate.
My heart beats
but I can no longer feel it.
I see
but I can not experience.
I am alive,
but how can I live when I am already dead?
Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 8:28 AM UTC
My love
Skips to the beat of your heart,
My pulse
Surges to the palpitation of your eyes,
My eyelids
Flutter to the cadence of your hips,
My legs
Walk to the rhythm of your breathing,
My lungs
Respirate to the tempo of your steps,
My fingers
Tap to the metronome of your laughter,
My smile
Widens at the measure of your stride,
My feet
Pace to the song of your words,
My lips
Quiver to the cascade of your hair,
My mind
Churns to the flow of your spirit,
My soul
Ebbs at the ripple of your existence…
© okpoet
Dec 29, 2012
Dec 29, 2012 at 10:50 PM UTC
I. I FEAR BEING POINTLESS
i understand what you say without words,
i feel your energy,
i feel it flowing, animate, extending his
tendrils and writhing like roadkill.
you stand beside me. retching.
re-opening wounds in spite of the hands
that feed you because you just
don’t have enough teeth to bite with yet and
you comment on how this is kind of gross,
isn’t it? the way it oozes like that?
pulsing in my eardrums, i say no, this is
beautiful,
because i can hear what you’re saying
like a deaf barn dog hears dinner bells
II. I FEAR I WILL BE LEFT BEHIND
i feel dust caking, dry as soon as it hits the
sweat on my eyebrow. i try to imagine my
flesh growing under the weight of it,
melding together, increasing in mass.
ive felt heavier lately anyway,
i keep scratching my legs ‘cause theres
something in those veins in there, im telling
you, it breathes at night when it thinks
im asleep
III. I FEAR MIRRORS AND SCALES
i keep remembering things i shouldn’t,
i remember all the daycares ive filtered
through. i remember (her), and her gameboy
color and physiological tremor, speaking
to me through the fruit snacks she fed me.
i tried telling her how this felt.
i tried telling her how inhuman i was, how
something just didn’t feel right, is this
normal? is this part of growing up?
do you become an adult when you notice
what’s missing? no,
you become an adult when you realize you
are made to break apart, you become an
adult when you realize your joints are
perforated, you become an adult when
being fearless terrifies you.
(you collect phobias and arrange them on a platter, born from desperation, you feed into them and they respirate knowing you are absolutely nothing without them)
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 4:27 AM UTC
Just to breathe your exhaled,
Makes me respirate with twice the pace .
Should I torch my lungs ?
In the offence of this illicit way .
To be under your roof ,
Supposed to have suffocated me !
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 3:55 AM UTC