"paralizing" poems
bitterness
fills her mouth
a paralizing numbness
courses through her veins
as if
shes bitten
a suicide ampoule
Oct 9, 2012
Oct 9, 2012 at 6:24 PM UTC
Emptiness,
from starless nights,
to freezing waters,
paralizing the soul
of a despised parrot.
Just like the love
you gave,
and fogged
my soul.
A phoenix's song,
louder than the storm,
with a sacrifice
to die in flames,
hoping to see you again.
Just like the love
my fogged soul
offered to yours.
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 6:43 PM UTC
Run away from all of your fears to me where I can protect you and whipe away your tears.
To me where I can say that I'll be here every single day. Run away with me to a place where we can love one another. Your face the epitome of all that is good. It seems that heaven has sent you but I thought you would only be in my dreams.
I should be thinking about now rather then later but I'm to caught up in your eyes, oh those deep brown eyes how they run away with my heart like a poision dart sinking deep into the depths of my soul, paralizing my ability to see how in the world you belive in me.
She's lost in his warmth that tries to protect her from the strange world around them and he's lost to the world trying to find the answers. Run away with me to where we can grow old eachother and gain everything we sought
I'm cought up in my dreams or so it seems maybe I'm just going along the mainstream but it feels like so much more going up hill I'm not just doing it for a thrill rather just to test my will I just don't know how to show that I'll betheir through the rain and snow and the pain eased by that rain with nothing done in vain
I said I'm caught up in my dreams torn apart at the seams and time comes to a stand still
When time comes to a stand still no one really knows what to do they want to rush toward unaware of what's really going on wanting there normality to continue but the truth is that it's all stops what you think to be normal has become the irrelevant and what you think to be irrelevant becomes the most important thing in your time free standstill of a world. You blink and you think time has started again but you realize that you still don't have your answers
When time comes to a stand still she's lost in the abyss and he's caught up in her eyes trying to figure out the truth and to gain a ever important trust.
When times in a standstill their is only him and her...you and me ignoring
reality and becoming lost in our own world not knowing what's going to come next but knowing that when time jump starts again that well be together for what seems like forever
oh the things that happen when time stands still
Oct 25, 2010
Oct 25, 2010 at 4:05 PM UTC
Pain rips through me like a lightening bolt hell bent to destroy
Paralizing fear suddenly drain all previous joy
Confusion leaves me motionless unknowing as what to do
A loneliness so deep scream to me the things that I already knew
River of tears flow continuously from blood shot eyes
Fairy tale becomes fantasy fantasy becomes unfulfilled promises and ugly lies
May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 1:41 PM UTC
Ten years and more are not enough
I can still remember
Every torturing tainted touch
that forced me to surrender
Your hushing words, my rising fear
cutting like sharp searing threads
Your very gaze I still see clear
It burned into my head
Once you abused me
Long time I tried to Forget
the paralizing clutch
So long I tried to renounce
your tantalising touch
But all I achieved, all I obtained
Is a constant Aversion
and irreversible pain
Once you abused me
Now you are gone
And your presence vanished
but the memories have won
Even if you´ve got punished
I´ll never enjoy the love of a man
And I´ll ever avoid intimacy if I can
Once you abused me
You´ve branded me once
turned me inside out
Now I´m wrecked to my bones
But I´ll say it out loud:
Once you abused me
But you´ll never do it again
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 1:15 PM UTC
My love i want to lay you down to rest in my web of your paralizing venom making it painless
Night i cant tell if im awake or in a intoxicating coma dreams begain to form in to terror like buring in your own hell you meddicat my brain but your love takes away everything making your intoxicating aroma **** me jnto your arms i drift into your mind hoping to find you sitting with me. You keep me happy you keep me alive with your voice baby do you know what its like to feel so hollow deep inside your love leaves me breathless your touch changes my mind
Night and day im alive half awake or lost buried in your arms
You take all my pain away you put out my wild fire you blow away the darknezz i seen every day
Your intoxicating aroma as you hold me you lay me down to rest in your arms never leting go
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 8:26 PM UTC
Knifes are still screaming at me
The light that shines upon them
Begging me to cave in
To cave in across my skin
Until the skin turns red
And the blood flows out, slowly.
The voice keeps whispering
That I should cut before he leaves
To prepare myself
For the pain and the loneliness
For the darkness that will talk to me again.
They say I should go
And be inpatient again
To torture myself
To tear my own heart
They even say
I have to lie to him
Just so he would leave
And I would be home
In the darkness of my mind
The deepest part
Only he has found.
And the fear is paralizing.
No more realizing
Of the happiness I found
Every time
His voice is the sound
The only sound in the cold room I'm in.
And some part of me
Wishes to save him
And another part
Wants him to save me
From my own dark cloud
The dark cloud, I myself
have made.
And I have to cave in
But I don't want to disappoint him.
But the voice won't stop.
And it's killing me from inside out.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 6:02 PM UTC