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Lazarus Bertsch May 2021
War zone in my brain,
Nothins really the same,
Exepct my heart that’s same,
But my brains not the same,
Sufferin depresseion that I cannot tame,
Losing my mind it feels like everyday,
Drowing in thoughts and my hate,
Gonna have to break the gate ,
The gate of gratification and grace ,

Leave my devil to the grave,
But my devils immortal hes lurkin,
Every corner every crack ready to break out,
Sick of bein called a disappointment and a clown,
Bout to rain havic on this little ******  town,
But calmdown and open ur 3rd eye and face the light,
But the lights is mine,
But im not mine,
Im my devils,
Forced to do his transactions and his deals,

But its hard to open grace when ur a disgrace,
A outcast from myself and life,
Used to be a angel but now im fallin from  grace,
Fallin from grace from this race of pain and change,
Hasn’t been the same since 6th grade,
Alawys bullied pushed and pulled,
But there so much u can pull a anchor by a rope,
Before the rope breaks and the anchor stops,
Like that anchor and my gratification stopped,
And lost my grace,

Open ur 3rd eye and face the light,
But the lights is mine,
But im not mine,
I will never escape this race of anxiety and change…
Poetress2 Dec 2018
Let me introduce myself,
I'm known by all as "Greed;"
I want what others have,
not things that I may need.
~
My name is very popular,
"Rumors" it would be;
I ooze about your town,
bringing lies and false beliefs.
~
"Deceipt" is what they call me,
some use me everyday;
To cause chaos and havic,
as I go my merry way.
~
I think that I am worse,
I'm the "Failures" from your past;
I bring back painful memories,
my devastation's vast.
I got played
Price is right
Bob Barker ***** made
Cold where I laid
The lies are bug poison
Raid
Heart to stone
What a trade
It was a love fade
I made she took
I cooked she ate
The price I payed
Heart Burn
Some one get the rollade
For ever I compensate
Incomplete never to communicate
The tape rolled on and on
This life has passed as I hallucinate
All yells
I panic
My world's havic
Can't hear nor see
To much static
Times divison minus plus
My curse is mathematic
Drama fanatic
Isn't she fantastic
Its all tragic
Plastic
Sarrow stick It must be black mangic
And I'm the magnetic
Santiago Oct 2014
A curse, upon the worst
Evils first revelation
My life was intuned
Like the Devils cartoon
A game of chess A test of the best
Corrupted mind Hard to find
Granted the finest attributes
Devils charm highest altitude
Surrouneded by wickedness
Falling victim to his trap
Collapsing under his control
I received the name of The Devil
Chaos causing havic formal rebel
My visions on a whole nother level
Thee unforgiven, was only the beginning
The baddest one in town, all around
I guess my life was destined for destruction
However, a voice spoke with instruction
Dwelling in my agony for I was stamped for life
I was given hope high above from the heavens
Upside down yet I flipped it all around
Heat began rising, flames bursting out in rage
Same chapter just a different page
A win or lose situation, required expectations
This is my curse from birth
Gifted fallen spirit always with it uplifted
From chains keeping me within *******
Im a fight give it everything I got
Taking place right in front of me
Recognize the land is all free for inhabitants
Stay focus never put your guard down
I remember as a child
The Devil took me by the hand
Walking right beside the evilmaker
Taking charge like thee undertaker
Never had a choice always labeled
A villain the bad guy who never win
The world had me in a spin
Thats fine cuz I came back much harder
Reaching out much farther
My story I share, you cant compare
Its only a small portion of the spectrum
Thoughts Running Perpendicular
Riot Mar 2016
i'm fine
my depression has stabbed my heart and wreaked havic on my spine
but surprisingly i'm the best i've ever been
i'm in the dangrous zone of
"who would want this"
and
"who would want to leave this"
and i'm fine
you can be happy and depressed
right?
you can be proud of your life and wanna die?
i've discovered the light at the end of the tunnel is a train
but believe me
i'm fine
"i'm dying and trying but believe me i'm fine" - twenty one pilots
It seems these dreams have seeped into my head while in bed
I can't shake this feeling that life is the dream instead
I want wake from this nightmare called life as I wipe away my tear and try to over come my fear
This panic is tragic I wish I could live in my dreams like magic away from all the havic
I dream of a place with no pain no strife no longing for a knife no one to call you insane because everyone is tame
These dreams seem real I just want to feel normal but that's not possible

What
                                  if
         life
                                            is
             ­      just
a
                                 dream

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