"gingko" poems
On the way back to my rural house, I thought about goodbye
and how you just left as a deer crossing the
highway. I could do that now –
I have a paycheck, I do not need my parents to sign
for us to marry or be taken off of birth control so we can have babies.
My feet no longer wobble when I climb into a train car.
These rainy nights are like gingko supplements
because now I can remember everything about you and I.
Your too-thin-for-winter pajamas on the carpet, your nonchalant
manner of breaking my heart. I knew
then to be a detective: my mission to abort goodbyes
just to forgive you for old hurts and
whatever else
I may find.
Through my veins runs cranberry juice, red as blood
frozen over from the
winter of mine that you ruined. It is June and you are still sorry for
what you did, it is June and now I am sorry, too.
Sadness made my ribcage sprout into a ripened peach tree –
cut them open, nothing’s inside. We are all runaways.
Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 8:35 PM UTC
I heard you whispering through the empty door-frame
Seeking sleep from your desired lover, unchanged and the same
the twilight years of life, are they anything like the twilight zone?
Perhaps the alzheimers leads to a quantum close
and
mirrors float like seperated identities, I let the spirit into me
Sentient flow comes with a pill of Gingko biloba
The oval Mandala SWEEPS me up!
Back in the circle of the SANSKIRT gumption
Carved like a pumpkin, that's sumthin if you're thumpin
Loud
Loud
Loud enough.
Nov 5, 2012
Nov 5, 2012 at 12:24 AM UTC
I spent my 20th birthday in a petrified forest
It meant nothing and I sweat very much
I wonder how it feels to be petrified, how it feels for
Nature to memorialize you,
Laid to rest until coal-covered hands unearth you
Gingko and sassafras and yew feel the sun’s aged, dotted hands caress all over
This is how it feels.
A petroglyph carved from ancient basalt
And my dad carrying our dog on his shoulders.
15.5 million years of layered rock and
Worrying about the size of my legs next to yours.
Ice age floods exposed crystalized bark and
You wipe the **** off your shoe and we drive some more.
Dec 2, 2024
Dec 2, 2024 at 11:49 PM UTC
there is an old man standing
at the pole on the train
he is cackling to himself and
tossing feet around
it's at times like this
that i wish i were invisible
playing dead to the world
living mountain
hillsides growing gingko and pine
my stones rubbed smooth
by the murky water
translucent with memories.
Jan 18, 2018
Jan 18, 2018 at 11:40 PM UTC