"fearfull" poems
I need to focus and to find,
This desire and obstacle that renders me blind.
Broken images of smiles and laughter,
leaves me sweating fearfull and lonely after.
Eyes wide they drown in passion,
Feel natures design hidden secret and perfectly fashioned.
Her waist so tiny and so small,
Her hair cascading like golden waterfalls.
Rap around embrace and bind,
In this ecstacy caught captured and mine.
Bite the lip and scar the skin,
Every weakness invoked by delicious sin.
Till i arrive and rip the curtain,
In actions so precise innocent and certain.
Sterile unfeeling killing all infection,
so quickly so completely it goes without detection.
You pass me by without attention,
**** my control and social discretion!
Jul 5, 2011
Jul 5, 2011 at 2:54 PM UTC
The moon shines cold in the dark hollow, unyielding against the starless abyss. Below iron and neon bellow forth from the rain soaked, pavement.
Silent citizens march quickly through the night, fearfully of the long alleyways that weave their way throughout the shadows.
Fearfull of what the dark might hold.
Screams, laughter. A flash of iron and fire not to far in the distance, death follows the sound as a close friend. Grown men panic scurrying into shadows. A roar of a would be master of men echos into the darkness.
And it echoes on forever. Until the darkness shudders, something twists from liquid to smoke. It whispers warnings in dark tones, fit and full of ill intent. The cold takes hold of the spine, and a shadow descends, black and threatening, blood and bone snap beneath its weight, and death itself retreats in fear of its mighty wings.
It is the guardian of such a place. A immortal soul chained to a mortal coil.
A everlasting spirit of vengeance and the night. Cloaked in the shadow of the bat.
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 5:22 AM UTC
Endless laughs & smiles
That were shared together
With a feeling so profound
It always felt like summer weather
& a future planed to grow
On your exciting life adventure
**** It couldn't get no better
This feeling is too big to measure
Now you're consumed with butterflies
It sends shivers down your spine
U feel the warmth just taking over
Every time she passes by
Like a new world u have discovered
Loosing yourself within her eyes
Asking yourself if this is real
Or have u been dreaming this hole time
Cuz you've never visualized
A chemistry so divine
She becomes your one & only
A star placed right by your side
& her gourgous magnitude
Always lifting u up into the sky
Thankful life blessed u this way
The day paths had intertwined
Deep within a love
u get to know her story
Of how she once loved another
With a passion but then turned stormy
He left her on her own
Broken hearted & feeling lonely
That wasn't the outcome
She was expecting in this journey
Filled with blue emotion
Wondering where it all went wrong
& how the **** she lost his devotion
But with time she grew back strong
Gracefully flowing just like the ocean
Determined to move on
She found herself feeling unbroken
& so she carried on
That's when life brought u together
Instant attraction from the start
U both embarked a new endevour
Giving this feeling a fair shot
But now the time is rather worrying
U feel she's drifted off
Your future seems quite unclear
You're mind's consumed with fearfull thoughts
That this storm will never clear
& you'll both just grow apart
-Abraham Avalos
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 8:47 AM UTC
Honest
He who doesn't work, works **** or just can't commit
He homeless
He an affair and a **** good fix
****** with a tendency to show underwhelming ****
Twisted into nicety by such anger at the human, the wants
Good at *** when in love
Un-abused
Un-poisened
One of my best mates like
Dyslexic thick ****
A problem
Step child and real life son, grandson always, always, grandson
eldest unappreciated, underestimated, paranioder? Paranoidist.
One of the needers of therapists
Panicked by past
Fractured by future
A depressive, doesn't drink, do drudgery like drugs
A fearfull mess mummy's boy
Fatherless
Fathered less
A letdownshowoff
overconfident,
Anxious, ex husband, probable poofter, please Goddot, please, let he be a cheater
A ex punk, definite ***** pushover, almost poet
So easily hurt, yet never hurts
My love one. (Cary you Guardian)
Too damed romantic
Cant read but by gosh buys books
Genius
artistic, Autistic, an idiot and just another bad student
manish
Little Boy
child
Unable to be alone and not a good flatmate
Justifier of the almighty grey areas,
The cheated...
the Strong willed.
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 7:06 PM UTC
Society as we know it couldn't exist without control
from force to manipulation
we've built ways to destroy our sole
fear is what caused the weak to take control across every nation.
History used force
the present used manipulation
future technology will create new levels of control across every nation.
Things like passion, love, thought and independent beliefs
these things can take away the control the weak are fearful of losing
medication is the latest trick they are using
along with advertisements, news and war
turning each of us into a *****
The fearfull will find ways to eliminate
PASSION
LOVE
THOUGHT
INDEPENDENT BELIEFS
because they can take away the power they're so scared of losing.
Jul 23, 2015
Jul 23, 2015 at 8:20 AM UTC
red is color of those who are gypsy-heart
it's how rainbow starts
orange is string of saturated nerve
yellow : color for spectacular or fearfull fellow
green : equanimity is a queen
azure :realm of elusive dreams
blue: the sadness and melancholy is within
purple is where red and blue melt:
elation of spiritual realm and
the most psychodelic sense, its how the rainbow ends
Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 7:37 AM UTC
[Dedicated to our fellowpoet, The DedPoet]
Horror.
Evilness.
We throw up,
our heart
we hang in a rope of tears.
All the gods
are silent.
And blind.
We watch
ourselves,
torned,
a full pain
turning us
into
a punishing fury,
apocalyptical riders.
And then
we see them,
the children.
So restless,
fearfull,
sorrowed...
But they fell asleep.
We watch over them.
And love,
unconditional love,
a forever love kind,
overwhelming love,
makes us understand
we are needed
and we must stay
and we must be able
to learn them,
our children, our own blood,
to trust again.
And we cry
and our tears
are their protection.
And they awaken,
stirred, first,
but we hug them,
the two at a time.
No words are needed.
Just love.
They will know
it is the real thing.
Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 9:28 AM UTC
It was all
so magical,
all so other
worldly.
It was in
another time
but the
place was
here.
Then your
face
appeared.
Younger like
when we
were at
our best.
I became
undone
by the vision
of you.
I awoke with
a cry and
a knife in the heart.
The dream was
over and I
felt better
off when
I looked around
and didn't
see you.
Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 10:13 AM UTC
You scream, I scream,
it's become a yelling match.
I tried to get over you,
but I am more attached.
You don't seem to get,
nor do you understand.
All I want from you,
is a caring man.
A friend to run to crying,
but he says I'm beautiful.
Holds me 'till I'm calm,
completlely lifts my world.
You want it all back,
your sweater, shirt and gift.
Well honey this ring,
I'm keeping till Earth shifts.
This ring is all I have,
hanging around my neck.
At one moment, don't you know,
what it truely meant?
"Forever Yours",
it was engraved.
But now I'm left alone,
completely betrayed.
When all I asked,
was for a friendship.
What I got in return,
was a complete heart-rip.
Here's the knife,
now dig it out of my chest.
Don't worry, sweetie,
I'll clean up the mess.
Nothing I'm not used to,
the sweat, blood and tears.
You became my worst nightmare,
carrying all of my fears.
The sweater, the shirt,
take it, it's yours to keep.
This ring and neclace however,
it's mine, over which, I weep.
It has memories,
of the man you used to be.
The one to dried my tears,
who really loved me.
But that man's gone,
and here, in his place.
Is a man I do not recognize,
with a fearfull face.
He carries my heart,
blood all on his hands.
Walking away from me,
leaving me alone again.
I'm cleaning up the mess,
but I'm drowning in my blood.
Save me, honey, please,
don't you see what I've become?
Jul 25, 2010
Jul 25, 2010 at 6:37 PM UTC
you want some? come get some, that's what I'd say
call it an offer, call it a challenge makes no differance either way
I have held back my fellings for far too long
pushed them into a corner and they have grown strong
no longer in control, now the captive instead of the master
fearfull of the imending havoc they'll bring and the total disaster
you want some come get some....it's their curtain call
if you hang about to see the show it's likely you will fall
Jan 19, 2011
Jan 19, 2011 at 2:12 AM UTC
Time will heal they say with vigor
But I have found the truth does differ
For time will not mend the broken hearted
Or fix the lovers who have parted
It will not heal words screamed in spite
Or take back wrongs and make them rights
It doesn't provide you strength if craved
Or make the fearfull, in time brave
With day by day and hour by hour
It does not endeavor to empower
Only to create familiarity with pain
In hope one day it shall not remain
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 7:30 PM UTC