"erythrocytes" poems
I can’t catch my breath
as throat swells after smoke
you exhaled behind you;
you didn’t look back as euphoria hit.
I can’t catch my breath
as salty tears dilute my blood
and erythrocytes shrivel
leaving gas stranded in my lungs
after each grudging, shaky breath -
I can’t catch it,
it begs for freedom in endless sky
over the suffocating pressure inside my chest;
I can’t catch my breath,
I can’t catch my breath.
Aug 19, 2013
Aug 19, 2013 at 7:10 PM UTC
You are the most wondrous dizzying
mess of cells,
deoxyribonucleic acid,
erythrocytes,
words,
sounds,
murmurs,
thoughts & b
r
e a t h s.
Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 9:36 AM UTC
I'm just getting in the bath,
Someone else wrote the letter,
I don't want to make a. Mess.
Draw me the water
I point at the tap
Burden no family
Hold my head under icecaps.
Merkel Cells, diluted sensation,
The end of fingertips cant feel your
Flesh.
Shriveling in the cold,
Shivering to stop freezing,
But I cant. What am I doing?
Can I want this now, errectores pilorum erected.
Have I set motion to,
Cogs in a watch I cant adjust.
my lungs mark absolute zero
this is me sitting in chemistry class
english
10th grade
asking sam to suffocate with me
every alvioli is pinned by ****** as thick as knitting needles
my chest is permafrost
my sternum, antarctica
the ribs hollow out
capillary beds lose all the haem
out of their erythrocytes
I'm losing St. Elmo's Fire.
The baths still panting out,
Water roars, gushing spout.
Proud the current sweeps me through,
The porcelain lining this white hell bathroom.
It's bone cannot hide from my blood,
As if I'm isotope 226 of Radium.
Heat seeking marrow.
My serum is Hodgkins Lymphoma,
Tearing through sheeting tile,
Like a young cancer child,
Afflicted,
Leukemia,
No chance,
No good blood left,
To let.
Soon, it will all be gone, and the rivers that
freeze in my arms, and the ribs that are icicles
form, and the atrial canal is not like Venice,
it is the Rhine in winter, the Volga during
the solstice.
Spring will never come again.
Spring slipped its head into the bath water, like my own.
Mar 27, 2013
Mar 27, 2013 at 11:34 AM UTC
The blood spilling from my torso
Is composed of many things
Maybe not leukocytes, erythrocytes,
Fibrinogen, or plasma
but
Fear
for the future
Regret
for what might have been
Sadness
for dear friends in pain
Pride
in a long journey and hard work
But if I am shot again tomorrow
What will it be made of then?
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 3:23 AM UTC
I am so young
Yet so strong
Strongly salty
Like the seawater
Strongly lazy
Like the wind
I am dull
As a knife I don't have worth
Even pen can stab but I cannot
I am the seawater; I am the wind
I don't need to explain my worth to you
Every morning I wake up with poetry
On the tip of my tongue
On every clip of my nail
My fallen hair
The dead cells on my bed
My greasy face
I open my eyes with poetry
This heart beats in poetry
These erythrocytes carry poetry
I breathe poetry
I live in poetry
I do not need words
Not all poetries are words
And that's enough
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 12:20 PM UTC
Why am I ugly?
Am I a beautiful creature?
Or a disastrous piece of trash?
I'm no handsome person
Do these things really have a factor?
The looks? wealth? or their past?
Because this things really stood out
I don't deserve to have a Snow White
No one seems to like me except my family and my God
I look like a bacteria attacking your body
Waiting for someone to sterilize me
And slowly die and she's now happy
We mingled together
Like in a span of 120 days
In which the erythrocytes die and be replaced again
In order for you to be healthy again, EMOTIONALLY HEALTHY
My life today is ****
Always be excreted
Meant to be excreted
Feelings to be excreted not to be recycled
My feelings are easily produced
When you see and feel that girl who is special
Your heart beats fast
And nervous like watching a horror movie
I received a thunderstruck
A scar to the heart
An emotion that couldn't be determined
A HEART BREAK
I am an ugly duckling
I look **** and ******
With a face that looks like rice fields and corn fields
No one cares
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 2:21 AM UTC
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*In the midnight hour
there are thoughts.. fears..
But mostly there is a consolidation
a gathering, if you will
Within warm, pulsing plasma
flows erythrocytes
leukocytes
and thrombocytes
Bringing nourishment to my bones
carrying oxygen from my lungs
giving swell to muscle
Signifying movement in me
When you write
there is an Undoing
within my undoing
A building up
as I am being fully torn down.
There is an entropy when sitting down
Undone, by your wondrous Undoing
An Aliveness felt
When so little around me,
feels even remotely alive*
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Jan 4, 2025
Jan 4, 2025 at 6:41 PM UTC
if my erythrocytes change every 120 days, then I wonder if the process would be faster by opening up a vein or two, so I can get rid of some of the red blood cells instead of waiting for them to change.
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC