human behaviour besicaly we cought to know evry thing but there are some point which is indivisiualy hide from us, here i am to inform that points ,,,,,
1- if we want to get sucess over the world then we have to be a perfect on to setup becouse sucess is to be need honest nd pation to a man,
2-it is said that when our heart beaten then is only behalf of some one is liking prson is front of us,but there are one reason behind that small truth that our heart is work with our eyes when we look some one which one we love or like our blood cerculation has been run fast nd heart working fast thats why is happing ,on the other hand it is also a truth that we look some one we dont lyk or love our heart would be beaten more fast at the same time,.. its rediculas but fact,,,
3-if u want share ur happieness than u have to be sprate the happieness ,nd if u want to be happy than before u made sure to make a smile to some one which need happiness,,
4-its said that ur pain could understand by who tolrated it,but i said own pain said to which person who had never tolrate it becouse ur shared ur pain experinced nd other one shred thier happieness experience,both things are xchenge becouse u got to know the real happiness nd fornt of ur got to know the real pain ,,share ur feeling with contrast feeling person ,do it trust me its amazing xperience..
5-our mind always observerd which things those our wanting to observerd nd the thing is the another unwanted observattion has been dissiperasd from the unconsious mind ,becouse mind and both are work with opposite direction,heart goes only which things that we love by us nd mind always goes with perfect which observed perfection ,,
6-there are the points of success,one is, god is always with me and second is, i am the best nd the last third is ,dont give up wather whatevr is situation is front of us, feel confident nd be  honest,,
7-it happen that,when we do love someone or hate to someone than it  possible to the same feeling for u becouse if we love someone than it is nessacery he/she loves u as well
8- Never give-up if someone humilating u becouse every person has been strong that kind of humilating,its gives us some energetic power to fought with sucesses of life.
9-sucesses has been comes to us as slinking and spread lots of happiness :) :) so we has to be patince and do hard work..
10-it is said that a man can do everything and that is 100% truth but for that we know the depth knowlege for the man"s capacity ...a man can do which things that he realy want to do not get only fun way.....but if man decide to get victory he must be dedicate his fully enargy his passion.....
so guyz thats the life 's fact which is unkown for us,,,,,,
Kritika dubey.....

Friends we are but more I want

I want to count ever star in your eyes
Hug you longer than forever
Hold your hand through all the tears and fights
Girl you give me butterflies

I want all of you, Yeah the scars too
Becouse I know your soul its pure gold
Your Heart even more valuable than any stone

I  cherish every inch of you even if we get
ugly and old too
The world don't need to know your name
for me to love you this way

There is only one problem you'l never love me the same
because your straight.
But im proud to say I have fallen for my best friend

friend we are and friends we will always stay
But I warn you my love for you will grow everyday
With every breath I take

Motto: „ they are all elsewhere/ examining things/ in new bedrooms/” – Charles Bukowski – Praying for rainy days

**** Bukowski
thinks that’s a supraestimated fake
for townsends of years
„ harder than The Riots of Watts”
and it’s not about *****

it’s too precoius and delicate
and it’s not about women
'couse the women *** with roses
or with the spine-birds
and still gets payed on the job

it’s all about poetry
it’s about that funny slaughterhouse
in wich we kick eachothers stupide ***
like some real lovers
and then we rearange our underwear
or what’s left of it

it’s all about  a load of **** good to be throwned at the garbage
'couse – don't mention it – there is nothing heroical
and every ****** thing is a makeup
there is just a mouse shiverring in a corner
two ugly frogs are hugging all what is left of the sun
and above all
the monkey is trying hard to improvise a tired smile

**** Bukowski
I don't know a living soul with such a perseveration
to ****-up his poems
like his money on horse-races
like his fat’n’ugly mexican ******
and still somehow to become his own hero
insane like this
born into this
and becouse he had lived to much like a dog

alone with the whole world
with it’s ******* **** beauty
in wich actualy nobudy finds his mate

in wich everything it’s just a canibalistic clown
and a childish cry
almoust painfully dead
from his own laughter

My love for you will never end....as i promise to all i need is love and um happy we made it to all i need is love and to forgive and forget becouse together we can make our new generation and stop living in this movhango and now garedumele gore people can tear us apart..we will show people at our ekasi that our scandal is over,,only love come upon us...we can even go to home affairs to register our love even when we enter at family bounds they will only see "best couple" rhythm city is our past city where it destroyed our love and now we came around even need to go to society to tell abomzala that we made our love strong and come up very stronger...

I want you to know that ill always be here...
I want you to know that I love you so much more than what you think...
I want you to know that I want to be with you , love you , kiss you, hug you, cuddle with you, fall asleep with you, make you smile, laugh..
I want you to know that I want to be their when you cry to wipe your tears off..
I want you to know that isn't to be the one you love so much and never want to loose...
I want you to know that I'd never hurt you ever in my life..  
I want you to know that I want to grow old with you,  take you out on dates far away from here....
I want you to know that I'd give anything to be with you...
I want you to know that my heart craves for you and when you are near me specially  when you hug me my heart tries to tell yours that he loves her deeply so very much, more than any one can ever think of ...
I want you to know that in my mind all you'll ever find are thoughts of you...
I want you to know that I wish you would realize how much I want you and how much I need you..
I want you to know that I always want to be more than just a friend I want to be yours and you to be mine and still have the peace of us that talk to each other as we where best friends but we are just truelly together......
I want you to know that I want you to be the one I merry, the one I start my life with, the one I'll always have by my side who I can call babe or *** or wife....  
I want you to see who truly loves you .....
I want to heal your heart bring back your soul and joy in your life.....
                                          
                     ­  I hope you see this becouse  I truely wish you would give me a chance to show you how it is to have some one who truly  loves you and really wants to be with you bacause  I want you forever not for an amount of time.....

love is crazy...
for,
some they  just go mad
some cry out of pain
some cry out of joy

others make promises
others break promises
others cheat and lie

some say i will bring you the stars
some say i will bring you the moon

for others they say they will be heros
for others they say they will do anything
all becouse of love

for some it's a sweet memory
for some it's pain that has been
for their loved ones left without a reason

love is crazy
it appears from nowhere
it never ask you why
it does not have a direction
love never explain

love can whisper from a distance
love can sharpen your senses
or sometimes make them numb
love is uncontrollable
love is contagious

love speaks from the heart the loudest
love dis functions the brain
no one in love has the time to think
rationally
because
love is simply crazy
love is pagal

Pensaba que era alguien
y era mi reflejo.

Era yo,
era mi cuerpo,
no era yo
era mi avatar en este mundo,
un hombre joven y asustadizo,
no era yo.

Pensaba que era alguien
y era mi reflejo.

Mi reflejo,
ese mundo mudo e invertido,
como este tantas veces.
Espero que a mi reflejo le vaya mejor que a mí.
Ciertamente tiene mi cuerpo,
vaya desgracia.
Aunque tal vez en su inversión
se reniega de mi condición transgénero,
de mi desgracia con los expertos de la salud mental.
Tan invertido ese mundo de reflejo
que tal vez pueda disfrutar de sus amigos,
disfrutar de su reflejo.

Mi relación con los espejos
siempre fue de amor-odio.
Amor porque la científica en mi
sólo veía un instrumento semimágico
que replica nuestra realidad.
Odio porque yo no estoy en esa realidad.
Un energúmeno ocupa mi lugar,
un inútil al que odio con todo mi ser.
Un chico.
De pequeña jugaba a que luchaba con ese chico,
nunca pude derrotarle,
sigue ahí.
No era yo,
era mi reflejo.
Mi archienemigo.
Mi odio.

//

I thought it was someone
and it was my reflection.

It was me,
it was my body,
it wasn't me
it was my avatar in this world,
a young and shy man,
it wasn't me.

I thought it was someone
and it was my reflection.

My reflection,
that mute, inverted world,
like this one so many times.
I hope my reflection is doing better than me.
Certaintly it has my body,
what a pitty.
Although maybe in its inversion
it denies my transgender condition,
my disgrace with mental health experts.
So inverted is that world  of reflection
that it may enjoy its friends,
enjoy its reflection.

My relationship with mirrors
has always been of love-hatred.
Love because the scientist in me
only saw a semimagic instrument
that copies our reality.
Hatred becouse I am not in that reality.
A madman takes my place,
a vane man that I hate with all my being.
A boy.
When I was young I fightplayed with that boy,
I never could defeat him,
he's still there.
It wasn't me,
it was my reflection.
My nemesis.
My hatred.

I don't know what to say..
I'm not sure about us..
I'm not sure about life either..
But all i know is that i'm lovin' you..

I go week in the knees when talking to you..
I mumble my words..but always get them straight becouse they are from the heart..
Out of 5 girls that i laid my eye on..i chose you
I chose you ..becouse you sweet,strong and independant.. and i guess that's the reason why i'm loving you.

Girl your pushing me away
When you need me the most
Becouse your in pain
Girl I know your not a game
You don't want to be that girl
depeneding on someone elses love
Or are you afraid ill hurt you

Girl its okay, Ill love you anyway
I wont go away and see you in a different way
Just know
It doesint make you weak to accept my love
It makes you strong and not just you me too.
Loving you is all I was made to do
I need you to need me or I have no use

Ohh God ,,my god,,
why u cruel ,why you so angry upon me
back my power oh dear god ,back my power oh dear god,,
all session are emptiness,without my rain power,,,

without a one droop water,Birds as without wings flying over the sky,,
animals feel pain without water,worlds empty without rain,,,
back to power god ,back to my power God,,
ohh Almighty God ,,,
God say,,,dear cloud,,,
u do not have to worry my child about emptyness,when u had that power what you do?
you do unxpected things ,having proud,prejudice nd lazyness ,,
why u thinking about it,,have to keep it ,,truth..
purity nd chestity is above to all..
cloud  answed ,,knowing wrong way choosed i had,,
not soon know about falut of mine , but soon i get realized about flult,,
apolizise my wrong path,give me pardan,my Almighty god ,,i come on my keck,,,
once let me right to proof..
ohh god,,,,,,,,, my dear god,,,,

nd God said,,,God thinks deeply nd had final decision,,
nd give to back power of cloud,,,,said just be pure nd faire
nd let'the hold ur setuation on ur solder,,becomes preety answer get you in ur way
just put it hold ur dignity along  with innocecence,,,dear my watery cloud proofd that thou might be fair,,
power is power,nd make to right it....

....
nd then finaly cloud get their power from The Almighty God,,,
nd bottom of the line is we dont have right to done anything about nature becouse lots of things are influenced by this wrong way...
which wehave to missused to though having so called FUN..........
,,,,

I make mistakes
do stupid thing
let him walk all over me
let him use me
and hurt me

but I think I hurt him to
I think I may say mean things
be to harsh with my words
give into easy
let my wall down to low

but some how we both come running back to each other
I drift to him when others hurt me
I drift into him bed and let him hold me tight
he holds me till I don't cry or hurt anymore
he drifts to me with arms wide open*

I THINK IM INLOVE AND THIS YOUNGE AGE DONT TELL ME ITS PUPPY LOVE BECOUSE I KNOW ALL KIND OF LOVE AND THIS

         *IT FEELS RIGHT

i let you take it
becouse of love
i dont regret it at all
you showed me every bit
of love
we curled up into a ball
and i let you take
     my
last
      piece
of
        inocence
and now you have everything of me
my heart
my love
and everything else

Wene  things go wrong and make you feel bad,
Remember those worse off
Who have good reason to feel sad,
Like the man without a leg
To a wheelchair he is confined,
he will  pity the man that can not see
becouse he is blind,
And the blind man though in darkness
Shows no defeat,
For he pity's the millions
Who face each day with nothing to eat,
But even the man without food
never gives up and crys,
For he pity's  the mother
Nursing her child as it dies,

Are you feeling blue?
and all you do is sit,
                             and sit,
                                      and sit.
you say,
i want something existing to help me stop feeling blue.
But is it the boredom that is making you,
feel blue,
or is it the lack of friends,
or maybe it's the love of you life,
just wont snap out of his funk.
well feel better becouse anything will stop you from feeling blue.

I understand that you have been damaged , I don't care becouse I'll be here every step...

I understand you get triggered easily I well always be by your side calming you down....

Every one struggles here and their ill be every step of the way with you....

I understand  that their are nights where you'll curl up on the floor and won't talk to any one, I we'll be their  cuddling you and comforting  you....

I know theirs times you'll shut me out, but I'll still be by your side....

I know you wont be able to trust me for a while because everyone has left, cheated, or chosen some one else; but with me you won't need reassurance because I have shown you my worth....

I understand you'll always need me to keep choosing you, no need to because  I choose you everyday....

I we'll always care for you, you would never be a lot for me because I love being their for you ( being the reason behind your smile)....

I want to touch your heart because I'll always be ready for you.....

Fight for the hard times.
Believe, and live to conquer.

Take that deep breath.
Know you can do best.

Grasp it all, with hands full of hope.
Dream... Desire to be better.

As I grow, and ****** myself from drowning.
As I live, just to be hopeful.
As I wish, becouse dreams do come true.
As I hope, for a better life,
With a compelling conviction in my heart,
Of only fighters get it all.

So, fight for the hard times.
Believe and live to conquer.
Dream, desire to be better.

You asked me:
How can I be a better person
I said:
You can't, you're good like you are
I know you're not who you want to be
You're a jealous person
You're looking to other people
You want to be like them
They have a good skin
~NO! I didn't said you have not!~
But you have something where they may be jealous of
You are a beautiful person
Beauty is inside
Please don't try to change
That will make you, not you
And I love you, not the person you want to be
Becouse you do not want to be that person
You have to hate that person
And love yourself

Skipped out on morning walks
The time I planned to talk
Feeling more than depressed
Becouse I got more than obsessed
We talked through the phone today
Got tongue tied now knowing what to say
Questions and thoughts fill my head
Feeling like I’m hanging by a thread
Not enough bricks to build this wall
My hearts been bounced like a basketball
I clearly don’t make the cut
So I keep my mouth shut
My mind filled with doubt
Thinking about when we went out
To everything I’ve gone blind
He’s the only thing on my mind
My heart can’t stop asking “when?”
All I have left is paper and pen
To go through this is hard
My heart in shreds and shards
I count to three
But it still bothers me
Not sure how much I can take
Befire I finally break
I have to hold it in
It won’t stop once it begins
Starting to take a mental dive
As this feeling eats me alive
This feeling I must ignore
Throw away the key and lock the door
I must find a way to break free
Even though this is killing me

My heart is broken in two,
Because I really liked you.
You liked me in seventh grade,
But the fact I have no religion is a blockade.
I should feel relief, but I do not,
I'm moving in sixteen days, and I hate it a lot.
I don’t know where,
But I honestly don’t care.
From you, I’d be far away,
I only have sixteen days.
I get too attached to things I can’t have,
When I lose them, I feel depressed and sad.
Because of the move I had to break up with you,
But I guess you had the same plan too.
I should’ve learned from my past,
That my friendships never last.
My mind is a swirling storm,
But for me, this is the norm.
So many thoughts rushing by,
Because, yet again, I must say good bye.
I wish I didn’t have this curse,
Of emotions that make things worse.
My thoughts jerking left and right,
I know I’ll be crying through the night.
I travel to the darkness to hide,
Becouse the dark is where I confide.
The light,
Its just too bright.
I can’t help feeling confused and wrong,
Even though we weren’t together that long.
Now I’m sitting in class, thinking of you,
Because my heart is broken in two.