"answear" poems
I need to fill up my eyes with your smile
I need to take this cold skin I am wearing and turn it
into something you would wanna touch one day.
I'm holding to your memory
Like an old lady holding to a bag where she keeps the scraps
of a lonesome life—
A photograph, a book and some keys not opening any door.
Not anymore.
I remember the talks we used to have late at night
When you were asking me
Who or what I am
And I've never been able to give you an answear you'd like.
Never found it.
And now you don't ask me anymore
And it's late for anything I say
and the spring is showing her beauty in the air
while I am sitting here with my heart sinking in solitude.
And the wind is blowing, is bringing sadness in these eyes of mine
while the blossoms are flying up to the sky.
And for the first time in my life I have an answer:
I am the girl with blossoms in her hair
and winter in the eyes
who loves you.
Apr 15, 2017
Apr 15, 2017 at 3:23 PM UTC
people always ask me
do you love him?
so i answear
yes i do, i really love him
why? and how much you love him?
i don't know
and
i can't even describe my love for him
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 10:47 PM UTC
I picture my funeral,
people dressed in black,
which cut loose the rope,
tightening my neck.
I have questions i can't answear
while i am still alive,
like would she shread a tear
if i really die?
i have things that hunt me
while i sleep,
i have one enourmus problem,
my life is hard to keep.
tonight i'll picture my funeral,
and people dressed in black,
as i tighten the rope,
and put it around my neck.
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 7:58 AM UTC