Life is funny,
Unpredictable,
No matter how we try to control things around us,
Something just turns up that reminds us that we may have control over our lives but we have no control over life itself.
Its funny like that,
Uncontrollable nature of life.

I think if we met on a quieter Earth with muffled nights you could have loved me
If crickets chirped less and doors closed softer
Ocean waves topple in calm subtle sounds breaks
Dog barks were whispers
Fireworks, just lights
If we met on a quieter world
Just you and I
You'd pay attention to how loudly I love you

i’m walking away from vulnerability
and slowly starting to close my heart off,
i think i’m better off using my heart less.
i was close to the cliff like Clair Huxtable
but a part of me felt like jumping off.
maybe i should leave my heart on Pluto
and consider becoming permanently heartless.
pain and heartbreak come in the morning
when the sun is shining and the wind is blowing.
i know i probably look like a fool right now,
expressing all my feelings in full right now.
i have been wracking my brain all day
and constantly wondering what to do right now.
you made letting go seem so easy, i want to be just like you.
detachment was always something you were good at.
i still miss you right after my first cup of coffee in the morning.
i’m losing sleep praying that i’ll be good enough for you.
i know i probably look like a fool right now,
expressing all my feelings in full right now.
mi amor, it’s evident that you’re the one that i adore.
so when i say that you’re the one know that i am sure.
i still miss you right before my last glass of wine in the evening.
love isn’t love if i cannot have the chance of sharing it with you.
i’m losing sleep praying that i’ll be good enough for you.
let’s start over because my heart says that you’re the one.

Endlessly searching for a meaning
Now that i found you, could i be dreaming?

Another hopeless scheme of fate
No matter how far you've come, you'll still break

Drastic change of fears
From fear of heights to fear of falling in love

To runaway from you is easy
But to runaway from your thoughts is deadly

You might as well **** me now
Than to **** me slowly with your unbroken smile

Curious eyes that glint in the dark
You unconsciously lit the witching hour

Another night has passed
And my thoughts are still lost with you in the past

Gray turning to black
Leave me alone and give my thoughts back

I'm starting to lose it.
I'm starting to lose you.

I'm daydreaming in the night
Ironically, its true.

My eyes are getting heavy
I can't take it anymore

I've lost my consciousness
I fell asleep disoriented with my reverie