i hate the way you talk to me like you know every thing
i hate how i even give in to trusting the world
i hate the way society treat us
i hate when you set my anxiety off the levels
i hate how you told me you loved me when you lied to get my over reactions
i hate how you said you loved me when you are just a cheater of silence
i hate you lid to get out of lifes battels
i hate how i hot to be forced to deal with all your ******* mistakes
i hate how i cant scream but you can
i hate how under my skin i scream
i hate you cause you have turned on me
i trusted you but you just stabed me in the back killing me of blind trust.
i hate how you were never honest when i gave every thing to you
i hate you cause you keep liying to your self
i hate you cause i dont know what to even do any more
i hate how you can think its okay to hurt the ones who never even left a scare on you
i hate you when we go in to a fight you cut me across the face with the shiny blade
you left the mistakes and scares running down my face.
i trusted you but i dont even know what to even say about life
you keep reminding me what i have become.
all my scares running down my face with no love left.
i hope you know your just a stupide think i mad a mistake even loving you.
every thing as going well
that day you came to me with a whit lie yousaid you were okay.
i hate you for thinkin you are a **** up.
i have showed you my storiies so why not start your as well.
i cant take hearing that ****** up lies you make when i see you with no one.
i hate to bring this stroie to and end but i only have words of my undivided attention to show you
i wish i could just go on a rampage killing evey one in my way i see you digging your ow grave every day when you keep lieing.
i showed this world to you but you took advantae of what **** you could do.
just like that car accident witch enden to lives with there own souls.
i have a presnt for you . a box of darkness i hope you can see what i mean to you .
i hate to say this but maybe will see echother some day soon.
i hate how life has been playing its cards wrong making every moistake a challang
i hate you cause u kept lying to me when i was trying to reach out to help you.
when i leave you in the empty room i  hope you understand what i ment to you
your life will row cold cause love dosnt mean any thing to you

go **** your self ithought icould trust you but you stabed me only killing me

im sitting quietly when all u say is just watch what they have to offer when i look around the big class roomi feel traped scared and wanting to tryto escape alll the silence has stoped i cant get up on the spot like.

i feel scared i dont know where to go. all this feeling of shakness brings the emotions.

i feel traped cornnered like a scared animal.
i have anger that screams out



get away from me
leave me alone
i cant run when theres no place to feel safe

all your eyes all looking threw me
i feel like i want to strangel the **** out of all of you
i feel all the anger building up rady to strike .

dont traped me i dont know how talk when i got nothing nice to say

all the heat isall on me when i cant even turn around. ever cornjeror door or ally way i just see all your eyes all on me.

i feel like my anxiety grows when my anger showes with tears

i went to listen to the but i gave you my silence but you turned on me so i cant trust society any  more


anger hate i dont know what the ******* want from me any more

dont look at me i didnt cause your life to be come a ******* hopless lie

no more anxiety
dont trap me like a animal
that has the treat
no more anxiety


so give space to reguvinat let me leavy my anxiety back at home
dont take advantage to trap me in the loop that has no ending

dfing threw the night when my radio played. when i drive i dont talk i turn my music up real loud. so we can just enjoy what we stand for. my stereo was stolen. i pick you up and we go for a ride. how far idk where we going. any where we want. but breaking the silence forces me to feel all these emotios. my music turned up to the point where it cant get any higher. when i drive i drive in silence to enjoy life.  i hide between the up rise from riots. i want t escape from what has drained my thoughts. .

the only escape from society is driing with music blasting out my speakers loud.i drive with no talking just scilence. if you know what i mean. i my lungs fil with air and deflate with fire spitting out my burt soul in anger.

“I claw and scrape across my veins
in an attempt to find a release,
but no matter how hard I try,
the substance that seeps out
is not you.”

i can paint every color if i dont like it i know if i dont like it.

i can spray the pain over the imperfections that.
what would i do i this world can be my canvious.
i might be be stupide but i am running free. all the paint i have spprayed over you has covered up on our voice you lied

Monsters are never born they are created--jm.

Stand up for what is right.
Never let someone tell you that you shouldn't follow your dreams,
Just do it.
If your gay embrace it.
If your different embrace it.
This is life make the best out of it,
For we only get one life to live.