that’s how it feels, then
to love and be loved and lose it-
to experience the highest feeling,
to fall so hard you lose every breath, to be so hurt you feel certain you’ll die
i can’t do this
i can’t bear this
it’s too little and not that long ago it was so... so much more
so much more than hollow eyelids and numbing cello chords
in this moment i know, i believe i’ll never be fine again
in this moment i’m the rawest i’ve ever been
my screams and sobs are the ugliest sounds
i hope you never have to hear desperation leaving your mouth
but I do hope you get to experience the kind of love that has the power to wreck you
just remember to pray it doesn’t
(i’m okay ;)