i’m going to france.

see you in 22 hours

i don’t know how to stop.

i don’t even know how it started

you said you hate my music

have you even listened to the lyrics?

im trying to tell you how i feel and




you dont want to hear it

blocked blocked and-
blocked.

are my feelings a joke to you?
do my feelings matter?
they're stupid.
i don't need feelings.
feelings drag people down.
emotions are useless.
emotions take up too much time.

I took a plane to Taiwan, today.

I like it here.

It's nice.

Dear, I do travel a lot.

Oops.

Maybe, next time I'll take my friends,

Zǎoshang hǎo, ài.

spring had arrived
the birds chirp loudly
the sun rises, shining
it’s bright light on
the earth as the
children awaken
for their school day.
out the windows, i
see trees, regaining
their leaves and color.
spring has settled
flowers blooming,
showing off their
beautiful colors
and scents

i just wanna defend my friend.

*****.

bye.

the silly silly ways i plan on forgetting you and your toxic personality towards me and my friends

i see you
glaring
with your hateful eyes,

can't get enough of me?

i sit in the dark
im crying because no one is here
i am alone
am i okay?
am i happy?
am i really normal?
or am i just lying to myself?

ims rory
ims ro so sorry
i didnt meant its

plaese coem abcl

jsut plaease coem ack==

thank you.

thank you so much.

i agree.

you should block me.

:)

Alcohol poisoning.

I threw up.

I miight as well black out while I'm at it

"youre swaggy, so lets stay friends."

"okay, i love you so much"


blocked.


******* BLOCKED.

there's not point in saying let's be friends if you're just gonna cut me off.

i couldnt even cry if i wanted to

me
and
you.


meeting ?

i wish you’d like me
i wish you’d care
i wish you wouldn’t slap me if i annoyed you
i wish you’d be yourself.
i wish you wouldn’t copy him.
but you do.

is it for the popularity
is it so you wanna fit in

do you want to be popular

i’m sure you don’t

why would you copy his hairstyle

like everything he likes

be him

when you could be you?

x

im not good enough

im not

good enough

4 in the morning. seoul, south korea.

its a bit early for me.

i should get out of bed soon,

but im so tired.

maybe i can walk around to see what cafes are open.

i hate my body.

i hate how weird my nose looks

i hate how my lips look.



my body is too fat, too skinny.

its never enough to satisfy this voice in  my head

never enough to satisfy their expectations

reading can block out reality.

i dont have any
i lost my inspiration
i lost my creativity
what do i do now..?

Morning. I'm gonna get ******* wasted today :)

I can't sleep.
I could try to find Lizzie.
But it's late.
I should at least get some sleep.

YouTube has been stressing me out anyway.

See you then.

whERE THE hell am i

"nice hat, HOTDOG."

my mouth tastes sour and disgusting

i haven’t thrown up in a while

perhaps,

somethings are better off unsaid,

i crave you like how a person craves food. i crave your touch like i am missing a piece of myself without it. i find myself yearning for you, for your touch, your everything. you are a constant thought in my mind and i want nothing more than to be with you. everything about you makes me gravitate towards you and yearn for you. i want to be close to you, so close we could be one. so close that our hearts are intertwined and pump the same blood. i want you. i need you. i need you like how animals need to drink or to eat. i need you like how fish need water. i need you like you are a basic human necessity that everyone needs in order to survive. a part of me needs a part of you to survive. i love you, and i love you more than anything. you make me feel good, feel euphoric, like no one else. my heart beats for you and only you.

you told her i was suicidal.

freaks by jordan clarke