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131 · Jul 2019
reading.
juno Jul 2019
reading can block out reality.
131 · Jul 2019
disappear by demxntia
juno Jul 2019
i couldnt even cry if i wanted to
131 · Aug 2019
11:49am, Sydney Australia
juno Aug 2019
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

just-

leave me be?????
128 · Jul 2019
not good enough
juno Jul 2019
im not good enough

im not

good enough
128 · Apr 2020
she told me
juno Apr 2020
that you talked **** about me

NINE YEARS. AND IM USING YOU? OH *******. YOUR SECOND FAMILY. YOUR “FATHER FIGURE.” AN EXTRA PLACE TO STAY. ALL THAG FROM ME



AND IM USINF YOU?? ******* IM KILLING MUSELF **** UOU **** EVERYTHING THERES NO ******* OOINT ANYMORE GOOD ******* BYE I ******* HATE YOU *******
127 · Mar 2021
look at me.
juno Mar 2021
tell me im a joke to my face
tell me im a **** up to my face

do it.

stop running your mouth behind my back.


i already know you're doing it

so just

please.


stop.
you
are
the
worst.
127 · May 2019
Ideas
juno May 2019
i dont have any
i lost my inspiration
i lost my creativity
what do i do now..?
127 · Aug 2019
7:24am, Moscow Russia
126 · Aug 2019
broken.
juno Aug 2019
you can’t fix anything that’s broken.
therefore
you can’t fix me

do you need love?
or do you need someone to hold?
you tell me.
i’m here for you.
inspired by the song “Broken” by Marina Lin! <3
126 · Nov 2019
8:52pm
juno Nov 2019
*******.
126 · Nov 2023
Untitled
juno Nov 2023
with every word
you shatter my heart
and again
i feel like i am nothing.
you were my father
now you are just a man who i live with.
126 · Nov 2019
9:46PM
juno Nov 2019
whERE THE hell am i
w H
126 · Jan 2020
i hate math class
juno Jan 2020
because i always see you all giddy

fidgeting with her ring

texting her in class.




why was i any different?
dont lie to me. i know you never liked me in our relationship; always hiding things.
125 · May 2021
unspoken feelings.
juno May 2021
perhaps,

somethings are better off unsaid,
i almost went to the er today.

i want to **** myself.
juno Aug 2019
funny how you think someone would actually love me.
124 · Jan 2021
FUCK.
juno Jan 2021
i
will
not
wake
up
tomorrow.



goodbye

forever
and
ever


deare­st,
jasper.
i’m
too
tired
to
live.


i
will
be
leaving
now.
123 · Jan 2021
"i love you."
juno Jan 2021
oh,

how
it hurts.


to say
those three (3)
words.


are you sure?
are you lying to me?

am i just a toy to you?

should i believe you?

i don't.

believe you,

because i dont want to love you back.

but i do,

so.
i
love
you
and
i
will
forever.
122 · Jul 2019
*laughs*
121 · Aug 2019
-
juno Aug 2019
-
i want it back

i want my happiness back

my happy family back

my loving family.

where no one would touch me

where no one would call me names

where no one would blame me for everything

where no one would shout profanities at me.

where i had my perfect little family.

where everyone loves each other

where everyone was there for each other.

my safe spot.

is gone.
120 · Feb 2024
I WISH I WISH I WISH
juno Feb 2024
for you

to

at least
pretend

that you



love

me.
120 · May 2024
Untitled
juno May 2024
everything is a battle with you

you are supposed to love me and cares for me and talk to me and give me flowers and

i don’t know.

the bare minimum.

i am jealous of others because their partners show their love for them and talk to them and everything.


i feel like just a friend.

a waste of your time.

just someone to call your partner just because
120 · May 2021
family
juno May 2021
chosen family or birth family?

abuse

or

people who will leave you?


who am i kidding?

everyone is going to leave me.
120 · Jul 2019
suicide?
juno Jul 2019
maybe

maybe

maybe

i

maybe i

should just

d i s a p p e a r

wouldnt it be easier for you?
119 · Aug 2019
6:20am, Sydney Australia
juno Aug 2019
he came home early today.

then

he kept yelling at me.

i gotta get him his coffee and breakfast.

then i’ll have to take care of my friends.

get myself food n go on a run.

then i’ll go volunteer at the orphanage
119 · Aug 2019
therapy.
juno Aug 2019
you told her i was suicidal.
119 · Aug 2019
8:51am, Sydney Australia
juno Aug 2019
“still not home”

dads not home yet.
he probably passed out at some ***** house again.

i should start cooking for lunch.

yep.

i’ll go get groceries first,

then i’ll cook food


and hopefully he’s back by then..
118 · Feb 2024
.
juno Feb 2024
.
every day is a struggle and i no longer want to wake up. it is truly over.
118 · Aug 2019
liz
juno Aug 2019
liz
"AYE YE WEE BRIT'S GET OFF ME ****** LAWN"
117 · Jul 2019
hey.
juno Jul 2019
you said i looked nice.
you said i always look aesthetic.

aw.
thanks.





i think i look like ****.
cause nothing matches

its ****** clothing


i think i look like ****.

:>
116 · Nov 2019
Finland
juno Nov 2019
I'm here now. Liz what's the address
116 · Jul 2019
panic attack.
juno Jul 2019
here we go again
114 · Dec 2023
id do anything for you
juno Dec 2023
i wish you would do the same.
juno Jul 2019
awh. thanks dad.

i know right?
113 · Sep 2019
5:50pm, Paris France
juno Sep 2019
im bored.
nothing to do.
-
honestly,
dad keeps messaging me.
-
-
i need money
-
paypal me some money
-
i need money
-
get a job
-
disappointment
-
-
why doesnt he leave me alone
-
i dont have a job
-
im not even fluent in french
-
i cant really get a job if i can barely speak and understand the language.
-
maybe he should get  job
-
yknow,
-
instead of having his *** broke from buying so much alcohol and drugs,
-

love you dad
112 · Jul 2019
cold.
juno Jul 2019
just breathe.

it'll all be okay, love.
112 · Aug 2019
give up.
juno Aug 2019
you can’t do anything right
you can’t do it
just give up

you’re not worth it

just **** yourself

no one wants you

honestly

you’re not even getting on the team

who’d want you on the team anyway

you’ll just drag them down

no one wants you

you’re just a *****

just give up

just give up

just give up

please just give up

no one ******* wants you

it’s not worth it!

****

bye
111 · Aug 2019
"i'm in love"
juno Aug 2019
i've always known that i wasnt good enough for you.

i just didnt know that it was this bad.
111 · Dec 2019
Robin Soleil Wilds.
111 · Nov 2020
not a good day
juno Nov 2020
maybe today
isnt a good day
to be alive

i want out
this
world
is
too
much.
111 · Jul 2019
t-shirts
juno Jul 2019
i can wear them now.

i dont need to hide my scars.

i just have bracelets.

but sometimes they move up too much

and you see them.
109 · Jul 2019
therapy.
juno Jul 2019
would i rather have a girl than a boy as a therapist?
what’s the age preference?

i don’t know father.
i don’t know.
a female who’s rather young?
sure.


that’s fine.
the questions my father ask me when looking for a therapist
juno May 2019
i wonder why i've done this
i've labeled my poem as the time and date.
is this weird?
i'm running out of ideas.

i'm assuming that
you guys don't wanna read
depressing ****
whenever you stumble onto this account.
108 · Jul 2019
crying.
juno Jul 2019
its okay to cry.








but sometimes i cant,
sometimes you put me under so much pressure

and i skip the crying.
i skip to the panic attacks.

sometimes i skip the panic attacks.

i skip to the mental breakdowns.

and then i pass out.
108 · Jul 2019
what if i gave up?
juno Jul 2019
you wouldn't care!

who am i kidding?

you wouldn't.

haha
108 · Nov 2019
5:21am
juno Nov 2019
What the hell did I do-

I woke up on the floor of the hotel bathroom.

It reeks of alcohol and *****.

Did I really drink that much?

At least I didn't throw up on the floor!

It made it into the toilet.
107 · Jul 2019
exercise.
juno Jul 2019
"you're getting fat, you need to start exercising."
106 · Jul 2019
Sleep.
juno Jul 2019
2 minutes before midnight.
I can't seem to fall asleep.
Maybe it's the jet lag,
Maybe it's the stress.

Or maybe it's because I want to see her.

I'll see you soon Lizzie :)
105 · Nov 2020
i needed you
juno Nov 2020
but,

i guess i dont anymore

i gave up

on you.
no one
gets what they
want.

sorry.
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