everyone has a plan
but i am one without an idea
going through life's journey
but the destination is not clear

how should i know my plans?
every day is met with new fears
how should i have a clue about life?
when i'm just in my teen years

surrounded by people
but as lost as can be
it feels like i'm on a ship
that's been sunk at sea

waving my hands
up high in the sky
but there's no one to help
so i scream and cry

everyday is a fresh start
so i wake up ready for change
but it all feels the same
life has become so strange

i know one day it won't hurt anymore
or maybe it'll just hurt less
i'll just get used to living with the pain
get better at hiding my sadness

this is your story
you are the main character
find joy in the little moments
romanticize your life
don't be afraid to try new things
stop conforming to society's ideals
let go of the idea that you need to please others
please yourself instead
do what you love
make yourself happy
and never stop living

the next time you hug me
i'm never letting go

i wish i didn't care so much
or maybe i just wish you cared more

it feels like the universe is against us
we keep having the same fights
and each time i say it'll be the last
but this toxic cycle just never breaks
and i hate to admit it to myself
but maybe we're just not meant to be

imagine this
there's a pretty sunset
not just any pretty sunset,
but the prettiest one you've ever seen
indescribably beautiful
a sunset that leaves you in awe
one that makes you want to cry
because you've never seen anything so magnificent
there's every color up in the sky
and you get to sit there and watch as day turns into night
leaving all your worries away for a moment,
you take a deep breath and smile
any problems you had are now in the past
because when that sun comes back up in the morning
it's a new day, a fresh start
you've made it this far
you're going to be okay