Alyssa

Alyssa Oct 2017

Girl i'm leaving you tomorrow,
That's why i'm easy,
easy like a sunday mornin'.
Everybody wants me to be what they want me to be,
but hey, that's not really me.
I want be high, so high.
Free to know the things i do are right ?
Just me.

lyrics post

Alyssa Oct 2017

Truth

Do you know what is truth,
What could have been the actual root.
Maybe you were too naive,
As it came silently like a thief.
Tonight I lay here disturbed,
Something that I thought I had curbed.
Clearly it was a mistake,
To constantly take,
And now that has me wishing I
drowned in a lake.

Little come back

#short #beenalongtime #truth #hurts

Alyssa Feb 2016

The Moment

I was there,
my heart pounding,
my mind wandering,
as I heared you out.
Trying to keep it together,
to understand me & you, forever.
My tears rolled down,
right by the side of your arm,
though you meant to do no harm.
At that moment I disarmed.
And for the first time,
i accepted the comfort,
in my very fort.
And then i knew,
that this was it,
it was merely a moment or rather,
**The Moment

Alyssa Oct 2015

Salty ocean

How do you leave ?
How do you just decide to go.
Far away as you walk into the light,
Far away from this place you call home.
Who is going to stop you from yourself,
Who is going to notice your absence from the next 24 hours.
What will people say,
What will people do.
Why should they care now,
Why would they ask how.
When will i become oblivion,
When will i be needed.
Where will i end up ?
Where would i rest.
And most of all, will I be just another *salt particle mixed in the ocean

To the nights where death comes around.

#death #soul #isolated #tuesday

Alyssa Oct 2015

Fool

You're a little different than the rest,
trust me, you passed the test.
You don't know all the right things to say,
even during the day.
You're far away,
but that's okay.
You put up with my nonsense,
which most of the time makes no sense.
You have dreams,
that sound better than ice cream.
You have so much passion,
that it's great to see you in action.
Your eyes speak wonders,
sometimes even thunders.
Your face can sometimes leave people in a daze,
maybe it's due to haze.
You're not as innocent as you may seem,
cause you know about white cream (winks)
You make my days,
as much as I hate to admit it.

Alyssa Oct 2015

It seemed

It seemed like it had been years,
since you brought me tears.
It seemed like we were in different places,
only imaginations through short gazes.
It seemed like everything was forgotten,
all somehow just rotten.
It seemed like there was no hope,
after it became a *******.
It now seems like things patch,
the unlock of the latch.
It now seems that nothing turns out as it seems,
even in my dreams.

Alyssa Jun 2015

The First Time.

There's a first time for everything,
but, today, was the very first for me.
I walked up to the 1st floor,
pushed right through the door.
I found my way in,
it was a little pack like a sardine tin.
I sat by the chair,
she had wavy hair.
She invited me to her room,
i thought that was my doom.
And then it begun,
everything i had run from,
was now being faced.
I was almost in a daze.
I raised my chin,
and begin to breathe in.
This is where, it all became *the first time.

#first #time #help #you #me #anymore #idk