ac - Hello Poetry

Jul 25

lizie

i hide the cuts
and call it healing.
i smile enough
to look like feeling.

i bled to feel,
then felt too much.
so now i flinch
at even touch.

no big event,
no cry for aid.
just pain, then choice,
then steel, then blade.

the scars are thin,
but memory lingers.
i still see red
between my fingers.

they call it pain,
i call it mine.
i earned the blood,
i crossed the line.

Jul 25

lizie

bandaids

bandaids on my wrist.
i wish they worked.
i wish i did.

Jul 25

Sophia

I Miss You

I miss you everyday
These constant reminders dig into my brain
Like thousands of miners
Deep underground

I miss you all the time
Wishing you were here with me still
Longing to hug you
One last time

I miss you more then ever
Even after almost a year
The pain radiates in every beat
Of my still alive heart

#loss #grief #death #pain #sadness

ac Jul 25

reminders

all my friends are falling in love
and guys are falling for them
they’re all asking when i will
even my guys friends ask questions

they ask how im still single
cuz “respectfully you’re pretty
if i didn’t see you as a sister,
i’d totally fall for you”

it’s a weird thing to say
but i think it’s sweet
it’s reassuring
knowing that maybe there’s nothing actually wrong with me

maybe God is making me wait
i mean i’m horrible at patience
but then i remember
that little thing He whispered to me

He has that perfect guy planned for me
and tho he has a girlfriend now
he’s gonna realize it’s meant to be me

i know i sound crazy
but i kinda like crazy

#god #plans #firstlove

Jul 24

Eve

-«:☔:»-

you ran from every and any
person that loved you

which to be fair, it wasn't that many

but you had me.

had.

#loss #abandonment #short #reflective

Jul 24

Sean Maloney

Worry

I know you’re okay
                                   But I worry
                                                        And miss you
                            I want you back
Where are you
                            Come back
                                                 I love you

ac Jul 24

complicated

they were more than friends,
she looked at him like no one had before
he held her like the world was ending
they could stare at each other for hours without a single word.
and at the end of the day she loved him and
he well,
he knew he could never love her
not in the way she deserved,
not the way she loved him.
and thus,
they would always be more than friends,
but less than lovers

#complicated #guybestfriend #situationship #stolenmoments