Hold my hand.
Our fingers tight.
So tight- I'd bleed.
I'd break the silence,
With a loud scream-
Filled with utter terror.
I'd shed tears,
That taste like pain.
Beg you on my knees-
Begging you to leg go.

just don't let go

Fell once- maybe twice-
Maybe more than just a couple times For those gorgeous eyes,
Laying far from mine,
Beneath those glasses-
luckier than the stars-
the moon kisses every night.
For those dimpled cheeks,
Whenever you smile.
For the freckled face,
Glowing brighter every time.
For the messed up hair,
You play with when you're shy.
The tip of your nose,
That'll never brush mine.
Your thin moist lips,
That'll never touch mine.
That voice of yours,
That makes my heart fly.
For a boy who's not
Meant to be mine.
Not meant for, in this lifetime.
I fell for, a couple times.
Maybe..more than just a couple times.
I think I fall,
       every single time.

Bloom at the lake
that is my heart
Delicate petals
with thorns leaving scars
Leave your fragrance
on the deepest depths
Make me fall hard
ignite at a brush of flesh
To the illusion that is you
every breath I take
lost a game I never played

Dear God
You made stars
that wink at the moon
Flowers
That smile as they bloom
And humans
Too busy to notice
For all they see
Is a dull screen
Captured by an illusion

Dear God
You made wind
That brushes off
Even the deepest wounds
Of souls that cry at night
Where the dark rules the light
Rain
That melts all the pain
With a touch so tender
Softer than a whisper

And you made Humans
With hearts so cold
Not even the rain could melt
Humans
With words so heavy
That the wind can't carry
Humans
With thoughts so loud
That won't let them sleep
Breaking silence with a weep

Dear God
You made birds
That sing with voices
Sweeter than fresh honey
And humans
That run
Faster than cheetahs
They've no break
To sit and listen
For they're scared

Not of an animal
Hunting them down
Or of one with a knife
Chasing with a shout
But of a clock with two hands
That constantly calls
Of a future inevitable
A future
They're scared to glance at
How reckless of you
To make creatures this breathless

Saw you last night, in a shade of midnight blue-
You wore your favorite dress with a touch of fairy dew.
You had a pinch of sorrow- think they'd never have a clue,
Of all the strain and ache you carry, but tonight, your cover blew.

Your eyes screamed things you couldn't say- they were dark and pale,
Your soul longed a hug I fought to give - I'm not so brave.
You'll never know the way i craved a smile - I was too late
I'm sorry the world's too cruel - i know your spark won't come again

You wished to tell a story - you were getting ready- I know.
It's written all over you- you've carried too much on your own
i wanted to dive to deepest depths of your heart i never saw
And listen to you forever- love, until I meet my dawn.

You're my favorite midnight thought
The reason my heart can't get caught
The one I meet in all my dreams
Dancing in the rain in fantasies

Seen you glance over once or twice
But you never ever looked into mine
Darling you'll never know but I
Crave a death beneath those eyes

The way you giggle the way you smile
The way you become the sun's gold shine
You'll never know but it gives me life
And take my breath away - all the same while
Take my life - darling I won't mind

Know I'll never be good enough for you
A flower that bloomed with the sun's bright glow
They don't live long in the moon's dull gloom
So go find love and fall like a fool

Hope he sees your shine and never lets you lose a ray
Hope he's your happy pill whenever you feel gray
Never a black hole that takes away all your bliss
But a star that fills your sky and never misses a sweet kiss

Hope he falls for you like the moon fell for the stars
The way the summer sky fell for the sea and made it spark
But never the way I fell for you - for all your light and dark
It is only I who'll ever know the secret whispers in my heart

If friendship was a flower
Pretty and full of colours
I'd be colorblind
For a while I'd lose sight

If friendship was a song
Pitched with highs and lows
I'd only hear the lows
Filled with sorrow and flaws

If friendship - i could touch
Tender warm and soft
I'd never want to brush
There's a fear that keeps me locked

If friendship was a smell
Floral and fresh
My breath - I'd hold
Cuz I'd rather choke

It's the worst of all loves
Strongest of all bonds
Paints a black stain
Leaving eternal pain

You
Were the only mass of water
I would've let myself
Drown in
Gladly
But not anymore
For I'm scared
That my blood
Will poison
Your water

It's back again
What I thought had left
Was it ever dead
Maybe
We once were
lovers that danced
To the sound
Of our heartbeat
In a past life
Erased with time

Messed up hair with little time to care,
Endless laughs and a smile to spare.
No lies no worries just a soul so bare,
A part we lost along the journey somewhere.

A heart that yearned for a butterfly's touch,
Eyes that searched for a rainbow's blush.
Sparks of joy at the wind's soft brush,
Memories linger - too light to clutch.

A time when dreams were bigger than fears,
Hearts weren't heavy and strange were tears.
Happiness was the moon in the darkest of the night,
Hopes were the sky and a life ever so light.

I look back at a girl that has the same eyes-
Eyes with stars- winking at me with a smile.
I reach for her warmth though time denies-
Somewhere, someday, I think my stars died.

A silver mirror in the silent night,
Cradling gales- nature's cries.
A bed of roses for the bleeding hearts,
Winds that stitch incurable scars.

Golden rays that dance on waves,
Humming the tune of a distant strain.
But beneath those ripples that flatter the breeze,
Lie unheard tails buried in the deep.

Tails of cities once filled with life,
Of lovers holding hands greeting death with a smile.
Tears and sighs stuffed in pearls and shells-
A mask worn well but seen it all shred.

When the waves sway not with grace, but with fury, rage and spleen,
Letting out all the pain of carrying wounds that never heal.
When it breaks the night's peace, and makes the skies weep-
But nothing's only sweet; there's shadows that lurk in the deep.